myskiesareturninggrey.

It's the openhouse tomorrow .
everything is finally done-up nicely .
everyone is relatively happy,
waiting excitedly for tomorrow's show .
but why don't i feel the same?

I guess, it's hurting inside .
well, perhaps i'm not alone .

i get accused of hiding & avoiding,
when my intentions are good .
i've thought of a solution long ago,
i just didn't want to say it out .

why can't i do the solo tomorrow?
why did i say no?
why ..

talked to ms lee today .
told her everything .
she supports my decision .

so what's holding me back?

i dont know ;
the only thing i know is that i will never stop smiling (:

happened to chance upon this song just now,
found it very meaningful ..
i like it a lot . enjoy! ;D


Will You Wait For Me by Kavana
I need to talk with you again,
Why did you go away?
All our time together still feels like yesterday
I never thought I'd see
A single day without you,
The things we take for granted,
We can sometimes lose

And if I promise not to feel this pain,
Will I see you again?
Will I see you again?

'Cause time will pass me by,
Maybe I'll never learn to smile,
But I know I'll make it through,
If you wait for me...
And all the tears I cry,
No matter how I try,
They'll never bring you home to me
Won't you wait for me in heaven?

Do you remember how it was?
When we never seemed to care,
The days went by so quickly,
'Cause I thought you'd always be there...
And it's hard to let you go,
Though I know that I must try,
I feel like I've been cheated,
'Cause we never said goodbye...

And if I promise not to feel this pain,
Will I see you again?
Will I see you again?

'Cause time will pass me by,
Maybe I'll never learn to smile,
But I know I'll make it through,
If you wait for me...
And all the tears I cry,
No matter how I try,
They'll never bring you home to me
Won't you wait for me in heaven?

'Cause I miss you so,
and I need to know...
Will you wait for me?

'Cause time will pass me by,
Maybe I'll never learn to smile,
But I know I'll make it through,
If you wait for me...

And all the tears I cry,
No matter how I try,
They'll never bring you home to me
Won't you wait for me in heaven?

And time will pass me by,
Maybe I'll never learn to smile,
But I know I'll make it through
If you wait for me...