stars .

on friday night, saturday morning - 1:26am .

just when i saw about to turn in after a very melancholic episode of drama,

when i looked out of the window, i saw a star .

a bright, shiny, shimmering star .

just one . one star . twinkling on its own . alone .

without any other stars around her .

i believe it's a female star .

i was so freaking excited! :D

it's been years since i saw stars up in the sky ..

the last time was in australia, 2002 .

so i stared at it for very long, smiling .

it seems like she's smiling too, as if she has something to say .

there was nothing on my mind,

absolutely nothing .

i felt so free, so calm . don't know why .

just when i was about to allow some thoughts in into my mind,

my mum coughed so i turned around .

i pulled up the blanket she kicked away,

and turned back to continue to watch my star ..

or to be lost in my thoughts .

that was the only time i'm allowed to think without boundaries .

but, she was gone .

i only left her for a minute,

and there, she is gone .

i leapt out of bed to go nearer to the window ..

rubbed my eyes and checked, she was really gone .