life sucks

ok....i dont know what the hell has gotten into mie.....but i daresay that life really suks.... there are times where i feel like crying, but just cant cry out....is it bcos there isnt any shoulder for me to lean on? for is it bcos there isnt any sleeve to wipe my tears? i dont know. there are times where i think life sucks and feel like leaving this world and go to another.... why.... is it bcos no one is there to listen to me? or is it bcos no one is here to bring joy to my life? i dont know. wad am i supposed to do now? i dont know. i dont dare to say tt i have long forgotten the past.... but all i noe ish the memories kept coming back.... no matter how hard i try to forget....(pls....i dont....anymore).haixxx....enough le....veri depressing....tt's all today bahx.....b-y-e