natasha.....this is for you....

Hi natasha, i guess u would be reading my blog....so i wrote dis..... first, if u think that there isnt any reason for you to apologise, den i dont think you should. dont apologise so easily, make your stand clear, if you think that u r not in the wrong, dont apologise. i'm not trying to make things worse, but i'm trying to tell you dis is how i feel after reading your post. second, i thank you for willing to try to stop dis fight....but, i am also trying to stop..... thank you for willing to give in. third, although we cant be friends, but i dont think i'll hate anyone..... fourth, thanks for trusting me that i didnt spread the rumour.....although u still have some doubts...but it is already very good as we werent friends in the first place.....[someone know me for so long and he still thinks that i'm such a person...haixx] fifth, if you think that u are hurt deeply and deeply affected by dis fight, so much so that there is a deep scar in your heart, think again. my scar is so much deeper than yours. so, dun feel too bad.... sixth, about the diao thing, can we just take it as we see wrongly? i dun wan it to continue like there is never ending. seventh, i dunno why am i saying all this to you, encouraging and consoling you, although i dont really like you, but i just wanna tell you, this whole thing is nothing compared to what i've gone through or what is gonna come in the future..... so dun feel too bad, stay happy. on monday, i can promise you that i'll try to keep my temper or rather try not to flare up, but i hope someone will also try put away everything else and just settle this whole thing..... like you, i want everything to be over.....