i guess ish all over....?

ok, today we just settled things.....not really settled actually.....just apologised face-to-face lor....[since we already apologised in our blogs.....]it was a kind of gesture i guess....well.....i still have certain things to clarify..... ermm....gals.... i think u two wronged jieting le.....she doesnt hate the two of u.....not even a single bit.....really.... we are willing to be friends lar.....just tt....umm.... it's just not the right time? maybe after a little while ya? hmmm....let's tok about natasha....natasha, i m actually not a very nice gal....i m a DAMN wilful gal....i'm serious.....ask anyone who knows me well....they'll telll you that.....esp. cindy,amelia, jieting[she dun need to ask one larx....same de....very stubborn...hahaxx....]...maybe yu ling too? and yen teng.....hahax.... i didnt do much....so u dun really have to thank me.....i was just saying how i feel and was just doing what i thought i should do.... umm...well....i admit i dont really like you.....but my impression of you is getting better..... keep that smile on ur face ya? ummm....shufen..... ehh....i understand how u feel larx....cos i guess i've been through it? and well, jieting also understands how u feel.... i guess....so i'm not as wonderful as what u think.....errrmm....no offence but u really look nicer when u dun diao ppl or smile.....so must smile often ya? hahaxx.....must be like me.....crazy one....keep smiling and laughing de..... i'm so glad that it's all over.....i take this opportunity to thank my de frens [amelia, jieting, kwaii, wanting,......] for staying by my side....helping me to think of ways to solve this misunderstanding.....i hope such things doesnt happen again......[it's really depressing siaxx....esp the kana accused part....it took away my smiles.....haixx...hahax....but i got them back in the end....i dunno what freak am i typing....just know that it's all crap.....]