haix. i'm really disappointed. ):
well, i expected myself to score not-so-well due to my poor time management..
but then . i didn't expect myself to do so badly D:
what's worse is that, i did badly in subjects that i expected quite alot from, & did better than the subjects that i thought i would flunk.
so .. am i supposed to be happy? haha . (:
[literary device: irony ;D ]
erm . don't expect me to list down ALL my subjects here,
it's kind of embarrassing you see .
i mean, i don't want the entire world to know how badly i scored .
yeah, let's start with chemistry .
For Chemistry, my standard all along has been like maybe B except for my mid-year which i got an A1 .. so I was expecting at least an A2 this time, before mr lim told us the cruel truth . after mr lim told us it was THAT tough, i dropped my expectations to a B3 .. After I did the paper, I thought I would have just gotten a C5, or worse, F9. But luckily, I've got a B4 .. so not too bad .. I believe it could have been better though . (:
okay, pardon me for a while . why the hell am I crapping about my expectations & what-so-ever on chemistry . gosh . that's dumb . ignore it please -____-
I was actually feeling okay, quite positive over my results ..
But then, somehow . my mum managed to change my mood ..
It just makes me feel so @#!@## to see her disappointed face.
Although she didn't say much, I can tell that she isn't pleased at all.
I mean, there are already enough problems .. yet i am still not capable of making her smile with my results .
Sorry to say, but I feel that no matter how well I do, or how hard I try,
I never seem to be able to reach her expectations .
I'm not trying to say it's her fault .. but ..
Would it be easier if I were to just admit I'm dumb?
oh well, it's all over .
so what if i've got 15 marks worth of careless mistakes for a maths?
so what if i didn't complete my humans papers?
so what if i know how to do the sums now?
it's all over . so no use crying over spilt milk .
Like what Eunice Olsen says,
" In tough times, you can choose to either wallow in misery or get up and move on ."
I will get up and move on . I'm not a loser . I'm not a weakling . (:
I'll just gear up & screw all that loose ends & get ready for next year .. ..
in december :D
(hello, now just let me play la . don't make me study when i've just finished my papers can .. lols . somemore first two weeks of holiday are occupied by supplementary lessons and more supplementary lessons .)
so just reeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeelax! :D
[ i am impressed by the way i can console myself & cheer up with just a blog post . so .. who should i thank? blogger? erm .. haha . ]
so my fellow classmates out there,
don't too sad la hor . we jiayou together! :D
-anyways . I have another task on my to-do list .
It is to try ALL the cakes @ secret recipe, haha (:
right now I've tried chocolate-banana, tiramisu, raspberry cheese & moist chocolate cake. just so you know, the chocolate-banana + moist chocolate cake rocks but the raspberry cheese ____s. yeah . I should have just ordered blueberry cheese . i think it would rock more :D
well, i expected myself to score not-so-well due to my poor time management..
but then . i didn't expect myself to do so badly D:
what's worse is that, i did badly in subjects that i expected quite alot from, & did better than the subjects that i thought i would flunk.
so .. am i supposed to be happy? haha . (:
[literary device: irony ;D ]
erm . don't expect me to list down ALL my subjects here,
it's kind of embarrassing you see .
i mean, i don't want the entire world to know how badly i scored .
yeah, let's start with chemistry .
For Chemistry, my standard all along has been like maybe B except for my mid-year which i got an A1 .. so I was expecting at least an A2 this time, before mr lim told us the cruel truth . after mr lim told us it was THAT tough, i dropped my expectations to a B3 .. After I did the paper, I thought I would have just gotten a C5, or worse, F9. But luckily, I've got a B4 .. so not too bad .. I believe it could have been better though . (:
okay, pardon me for a while . why the hell am I crapping about my expectations & what-so-ever on chemistry . gosh . that's dumb . ignore it please -____-
I was actually feeling okay, quite positive over my results ..
But then, somehow . my mum managed to change my mood ..
It just makes me feel so @#!@## to see her disappointed face.
Although she didn't say much, I can tell that she isn't pleased at all.
I mean, there are already enough problems .. yet i am still not capable of making her smile with my results .
Sorry to say, but I feel that no matter how well I do, or how hard I try,
I never seem to be able to reach her expectations .
I'm not trying to say it's her fault .. but ..
Would it be easier if I were to just admit I'm dumb?
oh well, it's all over .
so what if i've got 15 marks worth of careless mistakes for a maths?
so what if i didn't complete my humans papers?
so what if i know how to do the sums now?
it's all over . so no use crying over spilt milk .
Like what Eunice Olsen says,
" In tough times, you can choose to either wallow in misery or get up and move on ."
I will get up and move on . I'm not a loser . I'm not a weakling . (:
I'll just gear up & screw all that loose ends & get ready for next year .. ..
in december :D
(hello, now just let me play la . don't make me study when i've just finished my papers can .. lols . somemore first two weeks of holiday are occupied by supplementary lessons and more supplementary lessons .)
so just reeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeelax! :D
[ i am impressed by the way i can console myself & cheer up with just a blog post . so .. who should i thank? blogger? erm .. haha . ]
so my fellow classmates out there,
don't too sad la hor . we jiayou together! :D
-anyways . I have another task on my to-do list .
It is to try ALL the cakes @ secret recipe, haha (:
right now I've tried chocolate-banana, tiramisu, raspberry cheese & moist chocolate cake. just so you know, the chocolate-banana + moist chocolate cake rocks but the raspberry cheese ____s. yeah . I should have just ordered blueberry cheese . i think it would rock more :D
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