thirteen days ..

thirteen days to syf D:
the stress is gradually increasing ..

if you dont want to feel negative & sad after coming to my blog, i invite you
with a very polite tone to click on the red button with a 'x' on it.

i'm serious. D:

i don't know about you people ;
but i am greedy.
yes i admit .
i am really greedy .
i want that gold, very badly .
i need it, to keep choir going.
soprano ; alto ; tenor ; bass -
we really got to perfect all our notes
pitch, rhythm & phrasing.
we got no time, get those dynamics in, people.
i know everyone's been working very hard.
i know. i really do.
but it's really not enough to secure that gold.
thirteen more days comrades.
minus the saturdays & sundays .
nine more days people.
minus the two mondays. [unless you have sectionals.]
seven more days guys.
minus the two thurdays. [unless you have sectionals.]
five more days choir.
just five more practices.
minus two wednesdays for voice training.
we only left three practices with ms ong .
do you realise how pathetic we are now?
how much time we have left now?
well, dont be too shocked.
your vp just realised it too. =X
maybe it's kind of boring to hear me lamenting
every single post about how afraid i am.
sorry, but i am really.
i don't think we are prepared.
maybe you think i'm trying to gain sympathy
from everyone who reads my blog .. waiting for their wishes.
but i am really not.
you will never know what i'm undergoing.
& you will never what to know.
you think it's just choir? that's naive.
you will never know..
that the monster haunts me every night ;
with scenes of k-choir getting the lousiest
result ever - cop.
it haunts me every night ;
with scenes of Fs in my mid-year.
it haunts me every night ;
with scenes of separation & parting.
it haunts me ..
saying that i will lose you anytime.
i dont want. i really dont.
i don't even dare to sleep.
i'm really tired ; especially when you keep
pressing me to answer you.
i'm really tired ; i want to move on smiling-
with all that energy i used to have.
i hope everything will be fine after a good night's sleep.
i pray, i will have a good sleep tonight,
& the nights after. i pray.. D:

okays. i feel much better. (:
replying of tags! x)

[ yu xuan . ] - yeah (: ZUI JIN x)

[ germain . ] - haha! ya lor :D he won't visit my blog de lar .. lols.

[ qiqi.] - thanks ;D i will not give up. how can i when so many of my
friends care so much? x)

[ a4k ] - xiexie ni (: wo hui jia you de! x)

[ CIN. ] - nice hor .. :] i also think so. you jia you hor, dont get too stressed-up!

[ `jieting . ] - thanks ;D we will .

[ Eekie . ] - hi Eekie! x) okay-okay lor. at least we didnt speed up ..
cant hear bass .. but can improve! xD

[ sheng kiang . ] - hellos. :D thanks. i tagged you le. ((:

[ ` jieting . ] - ya lar .. see i so guai .. update ler [:


yay!~ i replied everyone! x)

recently my mum & my dad are kind of mad about flowers ;
but i'm glad they are x) [ opps. =X you know .. hahas.]

anyways. yep, they are crazy about them. plants i mean. or is it bonsai?
whatever. they are just obessed with them.
they got my aunt involved too. idolising the plants. lols!
& poor gin is being dragged into it, i was being brought to the nursery
on good friday. hahas . & while i was complaining about the stupid
hot sun, i spotted this flower. awwwwww . love at first sight! ;D

it's kind of pink in colour, i think it's a mixture of red & pink .
erm, not magenta .. but more to the red kind of pink. i'll show you next time (:
it is a kind of rose, called the 'ravel rosa'. nice name isn't it? lols . :D

i love it lots. but out of stock . D: so my mum bought 'her' sister, a pink rose bonsai.
lols . about .. this shade of pink. nice also, but my ravel nicer :D

yeah, so .. we bought a few more & went home :D
now the space outside my house, which was formerly for my
fish tank has been conquered by those twelve potted plants. x)

ya!~ & now whenever my mum, my dad or even me =X goes out to water them ;
my darling yuki will follow us out .. sniffing at EVERY pot (:
that's her . hahas .

oh yayaya!~ i almost forgot! did you people know that the
word 'mercedes' actually comes from a rose?! omg .
i was so surprised when i saw that! cool! x)
it's the very red kind .. about this shade of red. :D

alrights!~ that's about all (: see you people .. i'm going to sao mu tomorrow! =.=