you .. go away .

hello! (:

yeah, i know i havent been updating .. x)
my com broke down marhs . hahs .
nothing for me to update too .. nothing .

just went to visit my friends' blog ..
& saw something that maybe i shouldnt read ..
lols . something which spoiled my mood .
something which dashed my hopes ..
something which confirmed my doubts ..
something which will make my way of thinking,
my feelings, my thoughts, change from this very moment .

now i know, i am the foolish one .
believing it all along . (:
should have known that it would have been gone .
my apologies, my dear diary ..
i wasted so much of you on something which actually
disappeared long ago ..
i didnt know that it is gone .. i didnt .
yet i cant promise i wont doodle anymore ..
because .. i .. haix . =x

there is was something in the way you look at me ..

& it wont, will never be back, that special feeling, isnt it?
-let it go; my dear princess ..