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i need some courage......can some kind soul gif it to miee...... i realli do.... i need courage...... i need courage to step right up.......step right up in front of a once-very-close fren to say sorrie and reconcile...... but i dont have courage to do sho.... but since it's all over, i should let everything go...... i shouldn't be sho stubborm and wilful to keep holding on to that rubber band..........it will break de.....(even though already break le)........ i should let everything go.......i should......i should leave his world.......let him be free.......stop polluting his world.........even though he was my most treasured fren........ i regretted............realli regretted...........not cherishing him in the past........now....., there is realli nothing i can do.......but to see the friendship be gone........... goodbye, my fren.........