glimpses of my life

SHIFTED!

2009-07-03T20:18:00.001+08:00

HI LOVELIES, THIS IS MY 234TH POST, LOL.

I HAVE SWITCHED TO WORDPRESS, HTTP://LITTLEMISSGIN.WORDPRESS.COM, please edit your links! TY! :D

Damsel In Distress

2009-06-26T16:22:00.002+08:00

It's disheartening that you've become not my pursued passion, but rather an energy-draining enigma.

Go on, drain more.

Take all my cells away.

Leave none for the rest.

No matter how you twist and turn,

I won't admit defeat.

LOOK, is what you do to me.

WORDPRESS

2009-06-22T19:16:00.002+08:00

HI PEOPLE, I KNOW IT HAS BEEN A GAZILLION YEARS SINCE I'VE BLOGGED.

JUNE'S BEEN REALLLLLLLLLLLLLLYYYYYYYYY HECTIC FOR ME! )):

I'VE JUST FINISHED MY EOM (TO BE PRECISE, IT'S BATHING YUKI AFTER EOM, HAHA) SO I DECIDED TO TAKE A BREAK BEFORE DINNER :D

YOU KNOW WHAT, I FEEL LIKE SWITCHING TO WORDPRESS. CAUSE WORDPRESS ALLOWS YOU TO LOCK POSTS! COOL UH? :D

LOL, IT'S AN IRONY THAT I'M PROMOTING WORDPRESS ON BLOGGER. OH WELL, DON'T HIT ME! :D

WILL UPDATE YOU AFTER MY MIDYEAR )))))))))))):

GOTTA STUDY FOR THE SHORT LABORIOUS PAPERS, SEE YOU GUYS SOON.

WISHLIST:

1. MOE TO EXTEND THE SCHOOL HOLIDAYS! Like HELLO? BUTTERFACTORY, City Harvest, NUS have H1N1 cases now, and they are hotspots (NUS?)! SO EXTEND EXTEND EXTEND!~ please? you are so kind, please?

2. 3 JULY TO FASTER ARRIVE! (actually it's 27 june first, but oh well :D)

3. MISS TANG'S APPEAL FOR CFN TO BE POSTPONED TO BE APPROVED! such a pity la, VP. CFN is like DA event of the year!

4. ERM, to have my dinner now cause i'm starving? (-.-)

THAT'S ALL HUNNY BUNNIES :D

Gerald & Gudrun

2009-05-20T10:30:00.004+08:00

A heart can be broken, but it keeps beating just the same.

A broken heart can be mended, but it will no longer be the same.

For you to mend someone's heart, that person must first be willing to undergo the healing process.

If that heart is tightly shut, it's no way you can mend that heart, no matter how good you are at it.

The same principle occurs in Women In Love.

Birkin says that, 'no man cuts another man's throat unless he wants to cut it, and unless the other man wants it cut.'

He went on to say that 'it takes two people to make a murder: a murderer and a murderee.'

A murderee is a man who is murderable.

This in parallel to Gerald and Gudrun's relationship.

Although Gerald tries very hard to pursue Gudrun, it's just a one-sided affair.

Unless Gudrun opens her heart to Gerald, (or to anyone at all), this relationship will not work out.

Gudrun is too self-protective, and defensive.

She would rather give up the one she loves, the good-looking one, for an ugly dwarf.

The reason is simple: she does not want to be manipulated and controlled by the ever-possessive Gerald.

In response to Birkin, here's Gerald's reply:

Sometimes you talk pure nonsense.

Ironic, uh?

HELLO, WE EXIST

2009-05-17T00:18:00.013+08:00

Hello, we are the beautiful daisies that symbolize purity and innocence. Epitomizing child-like joy and playfulness, the Daisy captures the essence of spring's happy-go-lucky and forever-young attitude.

Just look at how versatile we are, coming in all vibrant colours! Find different shades of pink, orange, yellow and even the most famous white daisies!

Heartbroken Victorian young women who wished to be loved once again by their suitors began a custom using the daisy, that is still in use today. In Victorian times, a young maiden would pluck a daisy's petals one by one and sing, "He loves me, he loves me not," for each petal pulled. The last petal so plucked predicted the future of such love.

(Taken from http://www.hudsonvalleyweddings.com/guide/flowers.htm)

See, It's not ROSES!

Hi, we are the Daffodils. Symbolizing rebirth and new beginnings, particularly when presented in an abundant bouquet, we promise happiness and joy.

Look what elegance and sophistication we exude! Not only do we look pretty, we bring benefits to you, especially the calming and soothing effect that rejuvenates you when you are stressed out. Try Lavender essential oil or Lavender tea.

My dear Li Ting, this photo is dedicated to you! :D

They exist.

And many more.

There are thousands of species of flowers which is also part of Mother Nature.

There are many other species which are as classy and appealing as the roses (if not more.)

The appeal that I'm trying to make here is: take your eyes off the roses and acknowledge the existence of, or even better, appreciate the exquisite beauty of the other flowers. (like daisies!)

My observation, supported by a survey and many other observations of my friends, is that the masses of Singaporeans only recognize one kind of flower - The Rose

Who doesn't know that the roses are the symbol of love, affection, loyalty..etc.

And the sad thing is, nowadays the beauty of the roses is undermined by the over-commercialization of this particular species.

Admit it, those tightly-held bouquets in palms of girls and women you see on the streets, how many of them are NOT roses?

I'm definitely not saying that roses are ugly or overrated.

I like them too.

I find it interesting that different colours of roses have different meanings, especially when the arrangement of roses alters the entire meaning of the bouquet.

I'm just saying that there are more than one species of flowers that represent love, and that roses are practically overused.

Tulips are the symbol of love as well.

So guys and girls, ladies and gentlemen, don't ignore the existence of other flowers.

They are equally beautiful.

Discard originality and the cliche way of expressing your love; be creative and surprise your loved ones by giving them a different bouquet this year!

Citations:

http://www.teleflora.com/birthflowers.asp

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v325/PRRR1166/Lavender.jpg

http://playingintraffic.files.wordpress.com/2009/04/daffodils-737979.jpg

http://farm1.static.flickr.com/185/466080453_f8ff9c00c3.jpg?v=0

iForgive

2009-05-14T20:48:00.003+08:00

what a waste of my time and energy on despicable people. I will forgive you. I will take it as giving it to a girl who's from a really poor family. Sorry Aunt Jamie, I didn't take good care of your gift.

"how silly of you to get angry over a pair of slippers."

it's not just a pair of slippers, by the way.

UTTERLY DESPICABLE

2009-05-14T19:23:00.003+08:00

Her eyes narrowed into angry slits. Her fingers trembled with the force of an uncontrollable fury coursing through her reins. She was seething with rage. Her breathing laboured as she fought to control her escalating temper. If words could kill, he would have died a thousand times over!

I have not been so incensed for a long, long while. You make sure I don't find out who you are.

Such a despicable act! There are so many slippers outside, why steal my favourite?! IF YOU CANNOT AFFORD SUCH A BRAND, THEN DON'T WEAR IT! IF YOU REALLY LIKE THE BRAND AND THE DESIGN OF THAT PAIR OF SLIPPERS, THEN GET A PART-TIME JOB TO EARN IT! I'M SURE YOU WILL BE ABLE TO AFFORD IT BY THE END OF ONE MONTH WORKING AT MACDONALDS! OH, TWO WEEKS EVEN! YOU ARE SUCH A WHOREFACE; MY AUNT BOUGHT IT FROM AUSTRALIA! YOU ARE SUCH AN INCORRIGIBLE MOUSE; I ONLY WORE IT FOR THREE FREAKING TIMES. YOU ARE SUCH A LOSER, SUCH A DISGRACE. I REALLY LOOK DOWN ON YOU. I'M NOT SURE IF ALL OUR SHOES HAVE BEEN STOLEN BY YOU. CAUSE THIS IS NOT THE FIRST TIME! YOU ARE SUCH AN ASSHOLE, YOUR FAMILY AND FRIENDS WILL BE ASHAMED TO BE EVEN BE IN YOUR EXISTENCE. WHERE ARE YOUR FREAKING MORAL VALUES!? YOU SHOULDN'T EVEN STEAL A PIECE OF TISSUE PAPER, LET ALONE MY BLOODY SLIPPERS!!!!!!!!! SUCH HEINOUS AND UNCIVLISED ACT! I'M SO APPALLED THAT PEOPLE WOULD WANT TO STEAL A PAIR OF BILLABONG SLIPPERS! IT'S BECAUSE YOU THAT I HAVE TO LET IT ALL OUT HERE TO GET IN OUT OF MY SYSTEM BEFORE I CAN START ON MY TUTORIALS BECAUSE IT AFFECTS MY PERFORMANCE AND ANGER AFFECTS MY INTELLECTUAL ABILITY.

you may think that i'm mad. you may label me as feisty, or even making a hole out of a molehill. i don't really care. you'll never understand a person unless you crawl into his skin and walk around in it. try losing something valuable to you. try losing something you love.

Resurrection

2009-04-24T18:26:00.004+08:00

I hope it's not an illusion.

I know about my vow to not waste time, but I've just reached home from school and am using my rest time to blog. Moreover, I need to let my emotions out. So I'm NOT wasting precious time :D

My day started off rather gloomy.

I was even cursing (not swearing), it's supposed to be TGIF!

But with Johanna's consistent assurance and Li Ting's occasional pats on my shoulder, I got over it towards the end of school which was like.. 1pm (:

Oh and, Bella and I both found high solidarity in each other!

Thanks girls! :D

And not forgetting dearest Yu Xuan and Wan Lin, esp. WAN, for their unfailing support! <3

I then began my second-half of the day with the much-loved MAY KOH(:

Together with Cindy & Huisian, we were discussing about the new strategies to add to their campaign besides their pathetic poster.

And with Sylvia, we ______ over lunch. HAHA.

May and I found some time to study together and I know it would be shocking to hear this, but...

STUDYING WITH MAY KOH IS RATHER PRODUCTIVE.

we didn't talk at all until the end of the rather-short study session. And I understood the concept of finding the different types of asymptotes on my own! YAY! Haha :D

However, May had her virgin attempt at getting me back to reality.

We were listening to the classical version of "When You're Gone" played by Idk-who.

(we have a piano in our foyer, i remembered mentioning that.)

And just as I was beginning to take a walk down memory lane, Marvellous May brought me back with a "OI! Don't emo!" and a flick of her wrist :D :D

I was really taken aback for a moment, cause no one has ever caught me offguard like this.

HAHAHA :D

So I really have to thank her, if not I would have wasted my time dwelling on the past.

THANK YOU!

Oh by the way, a vow that I made recently was to not waste time on negative emotions. As you may already know, I tend to get emotional rather easily. HAHA. I hope I can achieve it!

Cause Life's too short for me to waste time on the sad, the ugly and the over :D

Time, at present, is a precious gem.

TGIF, TGITW.

But I still have 12 tasks on my "Weekend Work" list to be checked.

What's worse it's that it's CA MADNESS next week, despite the-3-and-the-half-day-long week.

Oh well, It was a decision made by me.

I am going make the best out of it.

Have a great weekend :D

P.S. I love Miss Ong a lot! We are CAROLING! :D :D :D

A dream come true, can't be more grateful!

"Go out and do your best. There's nothing more we can ask for." - Brother Paul Rogers.

I have finally walked out of it; I got myself back.

Friends

2009-04-20T19:32:00.005+08:00

Friends will come and friends will go,

The seasons change and it will show,

I will age and so will you,

But our friendship stays, strong and true.

- Anonymous -

Indeed, friends have come and friends have gone.

Our paths have crossed, but will no longer intersect.

The good, the bad, the ugly, the sad

All of which will leave footprints in your heart.

Yet only the strongest will weather storms and stand by you at the end of the day.

Standing by,
All the way.
Here to help you through your day.

Holding you up,
When you are weak,
Helping you find what it is you seek.

Catching your tears,
When you cry.
Pulling you through when the tide is high.

Just being there,
Through thick and thin,
All just to say, you are my friend.

- Brittani Kokko -

That is my definition of a friend.

No time to dwell on the past

No time for wallowing in remorse

Stand up strong, you must

Move on, you must

Reminiscenes forged in the past, never forgone.

Happy Saturday.

2009-04-18T17:01:00.002+08:00

It's a happy Friday and Saturday, for I finally had the chance to take afternoon nap after so long..

Not exactly in a good mood still ):

My stupid nose keeps irritating me.

Okay, that's all I have to say. Haha.

I know my life's boring.

My purpose is to not stop at the previous post, the one that was so emotional.

Oh by the way, we have only about 20 weeks to Promos. Isn't it scary?

I started telling everyone about it and haha, I've got them to freak out with me. Evil.

Alright, off I go, Econs & Maths CA next week.

5 Weeks to Mid-year

20 Weeks to Promos

Jiayou! :D

Education, your right?

2009-04-10T14:54:00.004+08:00

Disclaimer: The author has no intention of relating this post to anyone in Catholic Junior College.

Though overwhelmed by angst, she is rational at the point of typing this post.

One of the social effects of the One-Child Policy is that of benefits of female children. Many are beginning to be more open-minded and not stick to the traditional mindset of gender preference for boys. However, many girls in the rural regions such as Tibet are still deprived of education as educational opportunities are deemed as the prerogative of boys. Till today, girls of Tibet are still made to do tedious and laborious chores because the male Tibetans OFTEN do not have to lift a finger at home.

I'm not immersed in the articles of One-Child Policy, CSE.

I'm not going crazy because of the rather-manageable workload of China Studies in English.

I'm not typing all this to preach about what I have learnt.

I AM VERY UPSET.

I am very upset that there are still people who take education for granted, regard education as a matter-of-fact.

Just look at the statistics. 90% of the children who are not schooling (as of a certain year which i am not sure of) are girls from rural regions!

Do you realise how fortunate you are, receiving a full-fledged education right here in Singapore?

There are your female counterparts whom many are of the same age as us, DEPRIVED of an education!

Yet here you are, taking your education for granted.

A miracle has happened, and a second chance have been given to you, why don't you repent?

Your family and friends are truly concerned about you and your parents have given EVERYTHING you need to aid you in catching up with your peers.

Yet you chose to go against their wishes and commit countless mistakes to break their hearts.

I'm not trying to portray an image of goody-two shoes, but I can tell you.

I take pride in saying that I have not and will not take my education for granted.

Yes, I do whine and complain about workload, and in some mornings dread going to school.

But never have I, taken a heck-care attitude towards my education.

I feel useless for not being about to render any form of help to you.

I can't bear the sight of watching you waste your youth away.

Pardon me for my selfishness to stay away and not intervene, for the lack of determination to bring you back on right track.

You will always be in my prayers, and I will be here, waiting for you to come home.

Repent, my dear, before it's too late.

OPEN!

2009-04-09T17:24:00.004+08:00

It's been 12 days since my "last post" and barely a week since I have 'closed' my blog.

Yes, I know (:

But for some confidential (or is it unknown?) reasons, I have decided to blog again.

Probably just because I've 'closed' in the spur of the moment or simply because I'm just too happy today! :D

I am elated because:

1) It's the Holy week and I've done self-reflection and made a vow to treat someone better (:

2) It's the Holy weekend which means more time for revision, rest & reprieve!

3) I get to see my darling boy after this!

And of course, Today's been totally awesome! :D

It started off with religion & ethnics, where I was very entertained by Mr Ho's lame jokes.

Next came PE. Despite the ever-strenuous regime that cjcians have to go through during PT, I actually enjoyed sweating it all out and keeping fit!

(Look what 'working off' the adrenaline does, haha)

I only had three proper lessons today, enough information for self-explanatory? :P

And not to mention I went home with a happy May, a normal Hui Sian and a totally-exhausted Cindy.

Last but not least, Yati knows why (:

P.S. I've been having a sudden craving for sushi since wednesday morning and am feeling almost-euphoric that I'm going for a sushi buffet tomorrow because I feel like I can devour 12 plates at one go! :D

P.P.S. I'm not bulimic.

Have a great Good Friday!

God bless.

CLOSED.

2009-04-06T20:54:00.000+08:00

BLOG OFFICIALLY CLOSED.

My Last Post

2009-03-28T20:15:00.008+08:00

Hi all, This is my last post.

Not that I'm dying, lol. Just that, I suddenly realised there isn't a need for me to blog anymore.

For some reason or another, I find that it's meaningless.

I've been on it for 5 years, and realised that maybe, just maybe, I should take a break.

I might decide to reopen it when I see the need to.

So, haha, you guys have till 4 April to leave your last words on my tagboard.

After that, you still have the wall on Facebook to 'doodle' on, so you'll still get a glimpse of my life through facebook! :D

For this very special last post of mine,

I have decided to share a rather nice song with everyone.

It's At The Beginning by Donna Lewis.

Here are the lyrics.

At The Beginning

We were strangers

Starting out on a journey

Never dreaming

What we had to go through

Now here we are

And I'm suddenly standing

At the beginning with you

No one told me

I was going to find you

Unexpected

What you did to my heart

When I lost hope

You were there to remind me

This is the start

Chorus:

Life is a road

I want to keep going

Love is a river I want to keep flowing

Life is a road

Now and forever

Wonderful journey

I'll be there

when the world stops turning

I'll be there

when the song is through

In the end I want to be standing

At the beginning with you

We were strangers

On a crazy adventure

Never dreaming

How our dreams would come true

Now here we stand

Unafraid of the future

At the beginning with you

(Chorus)

I knew there was somebody somewhere

Like me alone in the dark

Now I know my dream will live on

I've been waiting so long

Nothing's gonna tear us apart

(Chorus)

Life is a road and I wanna keep going

Love is a river I wanna keep going..

Starting out on a journey

Life is a road and I wanna keep going

Love is a river I wanna keep flowing

In the end I wanna be standing

At the beginning.. with you.. (:

Thank you for your unfailing support, really appreciate it!

GOODBYE!

Marley & Me

2009-03-22T10:58:00.004+08:00

awww..

If not for those dreadful lit texts that I have to read, I would have bought the book!

It's a wonder why I can finish my books in two days but yet can't progress with my lit texts!

argh..

Anyway, I enjoyed the movie 'Marley & Me' tremendously with my girlfriends @ Orchard Cineleisure on tuesday :D

Letting out my frustration through immense sobbing in the theatre and catching up with the girls kept me sane.

I've been a really lazy girl in the second half of the March holidays.

I was really hardworking in the first half, but slacked after wednesday! D:

So God punished me by asking the flu bug to sting me.

As a result, I haven't completed my holiday assignments ):

Sorry teachers!

Now I have to try my best to clear all that work by 5pm so that I can go out and enjoy my last few hours of holiday! ciao!

"It's time to smile again." (:

repressed

2009-03-08T16:22:00.002+08:00

shaken, not stirred.

I'm fine, very okay, super alright.

All thanks to my very encouraging friends and all who tagged on my board (:

Currently studying for my CA next week and undergoing stress because of my CCA, literature, and yada..

So that explains the fluctuating mood swings of mine.

BUT!

Friday was the best day I've ever had since 2 Feb.

I went back to my darling kss to pass Miss Leong the board xuanyu & i had done for the alumni booth.

Okay, this isn't the main point, but, haha.

I met up with almost everyone! :D

Surprisingly and coincidentally,

my class clique & my choir clique were there too!

I expected wanlin and gang to be there, but the choir bimbos + tianjun & co really surprised me!

Kept juggling between the canteen and the ava room because I just have so much things to tell everyone!

Although I didn't get to catch a movie with wanlin & gang, I had dinner with the choir people! oh lovely (:

Danielle said it was a big reunion and I totally agree! :D

Glad to be updated on what's going on in their lives cause at least i'm not missing out and still part of their lives!

I really, totally, absolutely miss them a lot.

Thus, I have came up with the following can't-waits: [I can't wait to..]

1) For this friday to come!

2) movie therapy, seriously.

3) GO OUT WITH WANLIN & GANG!

4) MEET UP WITH THE CHOIR BIMBOS

5) Watch K.Choir's SYF!

Those people mentioned please kindly fulfill them for me, thanks (:

Alrighty, back to studying, bye..

repressed, surpressed, compressed}

fighTing!

2009-03-02T19:08:00.002+08:00

shaken, NOT STIRRED!

"WHEN YOUR HEART IS FILLED WITH ANGUISH,

YOUR MIND IS CLOSED."

Today, my mind is open. (:

"SHE'S JUST LIKE THAT, GETTING BACK UP ON HER FEET EVERYTIME SHE FALLS, AND RISE UP STRONGER."

Bruises will heal.

P.S. IN URGENT NEED OF MOVIE THERAPY! ):

rejecTed.

2009-02-27T20:06:00.002+08:00

IF ALL AIMS TO HURT YOUR PRIDE AND DAMAGE YOUR SELF-WORTH,

WHAT WOULD YOU DO?

IF ALL THAT YOU HAVE RECEIVED IS REJECTION,

WHAT WOULD YOU DO?

IF ALL YOU EVER WANTED WAS SOMETHING DECENT,

YET NO ONE WANTS TO PROVIDE,

WHAT WOULD YOU DO?

SOLACE I FIND NONE,

STRENGTH I YEARN SOME,

SEARCH BEGINS NOW,

SOLITUDE NEVER ENDS.

I WOULD BE STRONG, "DUST MYSELF OFF, PICK MYSELF UP, AND BEGIN THE WORK OF REMAKING" MY CONFIDENCE.

CJ MASS PE

2009-02-23T21:26:00.002+08:00

Disclaimer: READ THE PREVIOUS POST'S DISCLAIMER (lazy la..) :D

I SURVIVED CJ MASS PE!

(OKAY, EVEN THOUGH I WAS HALF-DEAD)

CJ MASS PE WAS HELL & I NEARLY PUKED OKAY!

ASK YUXUAN! HAHA.

I GAVE UP AFTER THE THIRTY JUMPING-JETS (OR JACKS? WHATEVER) BECAUSE I DIDN'T WANT TO DO THE GST. (GRAND STAND TORTURE)

I RAN 6 ROUNDS THE TRACK, DID 20 PUSH-UPS, 30 CRUNCHES, 30 I-DONT-KNOW-WHAT-THAT-WAS-DOLPHIN-I-GUESS & 25 JUMPING-JETS WITHIN 45 MINUTES.

WELL-DONE! :D

ANOTHER MASS PE ON THURS -.-

HAD LIT LECTURE AFTER PE & CAME ACROSS THIS LOVELY POEM.

HERE IT GOES:

"THE TAXI"

Amy Lowell

WHEN I GO AWAY FROM YOU

THE WORLD BEATS DEAD

LIKE A SLACKENED DRUM.

I CALL OUT FOR YOU AGAINST THE JUTTED STARS

AND SHOUT INTO THE RIDGES OF THE WIND.

STREETS COMING FAST,

ONE AFTER THE OTHER,

WEDGE YOU AWAY FROM ME,

AND THE LAMPS OF THE CITY PRICK MY EYES

SO THAT I CAN NO LONGER SEE YOUR FACE.

WHY SHOULD I LEAVE YOU,

TO WOUND MYSELF UPON THE SHARP EDGES OF THE NIGHT?

ALRIGHT, GOING TO DO RESEARCH FOR MY PRE-U SEM PRESENTATION, WISH ME LUCK! :D

P.S. YEE GIN IS FEELING HAPPY TO HAVE MET UP WITH HER CLIQUE ON SATURDAY NIGHT! :D

P.P.S. SHE CAN'T WAIT FOR ANOTHER! HAHAHAHA.

P.P.P.S. YEE GIN WANTS TO WATCH 'HE'S JUST NOT THAT INTO YOU' and "MARLEY & ME"!

CJ?

2009-02-19T21:46:00.004+08:00

Disclaimer: THIS ENTIRE POST WILL BE IN CAPS, DUE TO MY INSANE KEYBOARD WHICH CHANGES ALL MY TS TO CAPS. SO IN ORDER NOT TO UGLIFY MY POST, ALL SHALL BE CAPS. I'M NOT AGITATED OR PISSED OFF OR WHATSOEVER.. FORGIVE MY TOUCHY KEYBOARD :D

HI FOLKS, YOURS TRULY IS CURRENTLY RECOVERING FROM KRANJI-SICK, GETTING BETTER AT SETTLING INTO CJC (:

DON'T WORRY, I WILL NOT GO TO THE EXTENT OF DEPRESSION, JUST OCCASIONAL UPHEAVAL OF FEELINGS. IT'S A BLESSING THAT CJ IS A VERY FUN SCHOOL WITH CARING PEOPLE. (IT REALLY DOES HELPS YOU KNOW..)

I LOVE A CUP OF READY-TO-SERVE RIBENA AND COOKIES FROM THE CANTEEN TO CHEER ME UP, AND MY FAVOURITE CORNER IN THE SCHOOL IS THE STUDY AREA OUTSIDE THE LIBRARY. IT'S CONDUCIVE AND NOT TOO QUIET/COLD, WITH CLASSICAL MUSIC FROM THE PIANOS (:

I LOVE MY KRANJIANS IN CJ AS THEY BRING JOY AND ASSURANCE IN MY LIFE AT CJ! WE GO TO SCHOOL TOGETHER, HAVE DINNER, GO HOME TOGETHER! :D

I HAVE VERY KIND CLASSMATES (I MEAN, TUTORIAL MATES) TOO (:

I LOVE MY SUBJECT COMBI; H2 ECONS, LIT & MATH WITH H1 CHINA STUDIES IN ENGLISH :D

I HAVEN'T GOT A CHANCE TO EXPERIENCE CJ'S MASS PE, BUT I'VE GOT A VERY, ULTRA STRONG FEELINGS THAT IT SPELLS HELL.

OH, AND I SO LOVE CJ'S MASS DANCE! IT'S DIFFERENT EVERY YEAR, AND I HAPPENED TO LOVE THIS YEAR'S! :DD

I DON'T THINK I'M REGRETTING MY CHOICE NOT TO SEE AJ'S HOD OF CCA SO I THINK I'M QUITE HAPPILY SETTLED IN CJ.. (OR JUST RESIGNED?)

I HAVE WITTY TEACHERS AND A CUTE & FUNNY HOME TUTOR :D

THERE ARE NO HOT/HANDSOME GUYS IN J1, BUT RATHER CUTE ONES, HAHA.

I'M IN A CLASS WITH 19 GIRLS AND 3 GUYS; SO I FEEL LIKE I'M IN A GIRLS' SCHOOL. BUT THANK GOD I MADE GUY FRIENDS. (ALTHOUGH IT'S STILL A 9:1 RATIO OF GIRLS:GUYS OF MY FRIENDS, HAHA.)

I FELL DOWN 3 TIMES IN THIS TERM, A BRUISED KNEE ):

I'M GETTING JEALOUS THAT ODAC-ERS ARE SO GOOD AT FRISBEE AND PLAY IT EVERY DAY!

I HAVE AN AUDITION FOR DEBATES TOMORROW AND SO I'VE GOT TO GO!

I THINK THAT'S ALL ABOUT YEE GIN IN CJ, LOL (:

GOOD NIGHT, AND LOOK FORWARD TO MEETING MY LOVELY DARLINGS! :D

" I KNOW THIS IS THE PART WHERE END STARTS. " - I HATE THIS PART BY PUSSYCAT DOLLS.

umbrella!

2009-01-18T18:50:00.001+08:00

Rihanna’s Umbrella in Hokkien - from Chestnuts by Stages

LOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Saw this at a cousin's blog, and wanted to share it with all of you!!So freaking funny!!!!! :D
This is what that cheered me up, and of course a stupid friend whom I talked to (:Thanks! :DDDDD

kids and adults

2009-01-18T11:47:00.003+08:00

There are many things in this world that I have yet to discover and understand.

Because I have problems trying to understand the simplest things of all.

When kids commit mistakes, they apologise and put the incident behind them once they are forgiven.

When teenagers commit mistakes, they apologise hesitantly and probably take some time before they are able to put the incident behind them completely.

When adults commit mistakes, (of course I'm not judging all the adults, a number of them, perhaps), try to run away from them and do nothing about it. Thinking that time heals all wounds and hopefully time will do the job of burying the hatchet for them. And wait a second, do they ever put incidents behind them?

While the adults have more knowledge and experience than the young ones, they should be more responsible and capable in handling with conflicts and having the integrity to admit their mistakes. However, it looks like the young ones are handling it better! Isn't it ironic?

Come to think of it, the young and innocent who practise simplicity are often the ones who are carefree.

Those who put their ego before them will constantly be thinking whether the other party has forgiven them.

In this aspect, I rather stay as a kid.

[the above content is solely my thoughts and observations and has nothing to do with the book that i'm reading.]

I've been reading 'Of Human Bondage' by W. Somerset Maugham lately and I like this book because the novelist does not just give me straightforward and blunt statements like, "The boy is thinking of his mum." But he gives me space for my imagination and allows me to decipher the lines. Most importantly, I felt the power of literature once again. Allow me to elaborate.

This is a book that was written over 45 years ago and the issues that surfaced in the book (eg: problems that surface in all human relationships) still exists today and I can somehow relate to them.

Many of you must be thinking, "what the hell is wrong with her today?"

Haha, don't worry, I'm perfectly fine.

Just needed a space to let my thoughts out.

As some of you may already know, I have been doing up a collection of quotes recently.

Before I end my post, let me share one with you.

"It is an illusion that youth is happy, an illusion of those who have lost it but the young know they are wretched for they are full of the truthless ideal which have been instilled into them, and each time they come in contact with the real, they are bruised and wounded." - W. Somerset Maugham

crossroads - prep

2009-01-16T18:26:00.003+08:00

I'm in the midst of coming up with a poem dedicated to my friends . Be patient ya!

O'level results!

2009-01-16T17:41:00.004+08:00

Hey everyone! :D

It's been quite a while since I last updated and I thought I better update before jc starts .

Life will get busy and hectic huh?

I'm grateful for my results.. And like what I told my mum, I don't think I'm smart, lol.

So if it's anything, it's sheer hard work. (:

And she so got to ruin the beautiful phrase by saying, "and LUCK."

Okay yes, I do agree. I was lucky. heh :D

I really hope to see more of my friends applying for the same jc but.. oh well. they want fun in the school ):

And about the girlfriends gathering that I haven't updated?

All the photos have been uploaded onto facebook since weeks ago -.-

So if you guys want to know about our gathering, please go to facebook cause princess is lazy to upload on blogger . thanks! :D

Can't wait for tomorrow's reunion dinner with extended loved ones and I miss you so much kang! ):

P.S. I sincerely thank everyone who has congratulated me and wished me well, love all of you! :D

Ciao! XOXO

tag replies [:

2009-01-03T17:19:00.004+08:00

Okay , this post is solely for tag replies because I realised a little commotion raised over my sharing of quotes (:

Firstly, thanks to everyone who wished me a happy new year and happy new year to you too! :D

Secondly, let's address cindy's question . HAHA. thank you my dear chrismin , you were partially right. Amazing memories can be hurtful when you don't have them anymore because the very special person (or people) whom you created these memories with has left you. get it? (:

Wanqin - hello little miss crazy! :D tag more often ya?

Mr. Chong - sorry Mr. Chong, I will link you immediately . don't terminate my one million dollar business deal with you okay? HAHA.

YUXUAN - hi miss retarded! :D

WAN TING! - tell you another time about akltg. Thank you, of course, it's DAVID ARCHULETA! :D

stone - haha . may i know which part of it is chim?

SK - yeah , facebook .

I-don't-know-who : CHRISMIN YEO! (ironic huh? haha) It's alright la , make sure you do watch them with me before school starts .. and feel free to reply anyone's tag . love ya (:

Zul - hello! nope, i don't think it's lame . maybe i'm just too bored . haha . you play it too? ;)

Here's another quote:

- "All that is required of you tonight is that you allow the stars to sing you to sleep." - Dante (:

P.S. sorry ar, been reading books and suddenly picked up the habit of picking out quotes and lines. And strange enough, many attracts my attention like never before! must be my lit skills. hehe :D

P.P.S. Yee Gin is looking forward to her girlfriends' gathering on wednesday! please, let it turn out well :D

happy 2009! :D

2009-01-01T11:35:00.006+08:00

HAPPY 2009! :D

Here's the first day of the year .

My first post of the year .

Okay, lol .

Cut the crap, I'm just dying to go out .

I just want someone to pei me to watch dvds after dvds .

YES!

A DVD MARATHON! ):

Pathetic yeegin is waiting for a mouse to fall in her trap,

expanding her brain,

building her vocabulary,

cleaning her pet &

sharpening her bowling skills.

Sounds fun? :/

Anyway, on a more light-hearted note,

I've decided on some of my new year resolutions.

Here they are:

1) To study really hard & get outstanding results.

2) To be a better person by correcting my flaws. (like be more patient & less bitchy..etc)

3) To have excellent time management

Here are the wishes:

1) For wounds to heal; peace & harmony at home

2) Everyone to be happy & healthy

3) For a miracle to happen

4) To CAROL!

5) Ability coach part-time for AKLTG

Alright, that's all for now.

Let me share some quotes with you.

"I don't need anymore good memories.

Cause the old ones are so amazing, that they hurt so much."

-Kier from 'The Love Academy' by Belinda Jones

"If there's anywhere that I would want to go, it's to be with you."

-Edward from Twilight [edited]

"If this is where it all began, tell me it would never end."

- 'You Can' by David Archuleta

MERRY CHRISTMAS!

2008-12-25T20:05:00.008+08:00

HOHOHO!

MERRY CHRISTMAS! :D

May all have a blessed year ahead.

I'm very sure that most of you are partying out tonight, having a good time ya? That's what the fesitive season should be like - giving, sharing and celebrating.

Not like me, I'm at home - eating, facebooking, reading and chatting. HAHA.

Of course I still do receive presents this year, but not as much la.

Well, it's not that I've gone into hibernation again, It's just that I've been really busy for the past few days that I haven't touched my laptop since the 18th (:

Let me share with you now:

22 DEC - 23 DEC:

ADAM KHOO LEARNING TECHNOLOGIES GROUP! :D

I was at my first outdoor training camp at Dunman Sec.

I must say that it was a great experience for me, but definitely boring at certain times because the camp was run by the school itself and not akltg.

But at the same time, I had ALOT of FUN, all thanks to the AK coaches and the A.coaches (which are the rest of us, lol)

The AK coaches are full of energy and every single one of them is fun-loving!

(except for XXX)

I hope to go for the camps in January.. step on the replies please!

But I saw the list and there were already like, so many coaches..

Oh well.. It depends on Ridhwan liao, haha.

21 DEC:

I went to RED CROSS HOME FOR THE DISABLED with my 'brother' Cheehow (:

He's a regular volunteer there, and had agreed to bring me there ..

THANK YOU SO MUCH MR. CHAN! :D

It pains to see them suffer from all kinds of deformity..

Yet it warms my heart to see that there are actually still kind souls out there who are willing to contribute their time to care for the less fortunate.

I saw many volunteers there, singing, chatting, feeding, reading to the patients.

According to my 'brother' cheehow, it's not always so crowded and full of life..

It's so because it just so happened to be the Christmas season.

I have since set my mind on being a volunteer there.

So cheehow, when's the next visit? :D

After which, we cabbed down to the Forum Mall to watch the Wild Empire carols.

I mean, to watching them carol.

(oh, please pardon my horrendous english)

He paid for the taxi fare, of course. HAHA.

THANK YOU ONCE AGAIN, 'BROTHER'!

HAHA. It is my christmas wish to be able to go caroling.

So since it's impossible for me to go caroling this year, cheehow promised to arrange one next year and could only help fufill half of my wish by accompanying me to watch Wild Empire :D

Which I am, very grateful for.

Cause he was late for his own practice for ACJC' caroling due to this.

So sorry..

Then I was alone at Starbucks at Wheelock Place for about an hour or so before my mum joined me in town (:

19 DEC - 20 DEC:

I cannot remember.. so sorry! ):

Alright, enough length for an average post, HAHA.

Sorry lah, no choice, I'm hooked onto Facebook.

Those playfish games are so FUN!

Can't stop.. HAHA.

SEE YOU! XOXO :D

P.S. Those girls (and guys) that are supposed to give me a reply on whether or not you are attending the bbq on saturday, please do so asap. I also need to make plans ya? Thanks (:

YUXUAN - I miss you loads too , hope to see you soon :D

CIN - you abit zi-high hor .. still dare to say.. at least I openly declare on my post that I miss you lor . YOU LEH!>!?! my name not even on your post can! hmph! -.-

STONE - you 'OH' what 'OH' , post liao la .

ADE - no problem :D

CCH - Okay la, thank you very much okay? :D

Sk! - Thank you! wah, you're the first to share the same sentiments as me on this song! :D

YANGQI - Thank you! Looking forward to work with you in the camps in Jan (that's if I get in la.. HAHA. Keep yourself warm in Nanjing! HAVE FUN! :D

silly girlfriends (:

2008-12-18T12:24:00.002+08:00

I MISS TAN WAN LIN AND LAU YI HUI CINDY ALOT ALOT ALOT AND I CAN'T WAIT FOR THE GIRLFRIENDS' GATHERING ON MONDAY SO THAT I CAN SEE THEM! ):

(happy now? :D)

HAHA :D

I went for two injections yesterday and it was so super pain ):

So to make it up, she brought granny and I to a meal of PERANAKAN food :D

Although not as delicious as those that I've tried in Malacca, I'm satisfied.

After which, we went swimming! ):

I accompanied my cousin to swim. You must be wondering, what's with her sad smiley..

I love to swim, but swimming after you've got two injections..

My arms suffered.

Oh well, I'm feeling a lot better today, so not too bad la (:

Okay, tag replies:

CIN- there you have it :D

THANK YOU FOR LOVING DAVID

ARCHULETA! :DD but don't forget Nsync (:

i.Zul - HAHA, I guess so too?

YANGQI - okay la, will relink .. don't give me T.T face :D

Sk - HAHA, cindy also ..

YUXUAN - I miss you too bimbo , must meet up someday ya? ):

wanlin - okay la lynn, don't angry la . I put up there big big liao :P

Kent Ridge Park :D

2008-12-16T18:25:00.006+08:00

TODAY:

I EXERCISED! :D

Mummy brought the three musketeers to Kent Ridge Park because she thinks that it's time we do some exercise.

And although they are still in primary school, I had a lot of fun with them; identifying the different kinds of plants, taking jump shots and racing. LOL :D

Nice?

"And Life is a road I want to keep going, Love is river I want to keep flowing, Life is a road, now and forever, Wonderful journey" (:

My two lovely cousins :D

Jumpshot! :D

I wasn't inside because I have to take it for them, my mum got no skills of using a phone cam to take jump shots.

(we took many photos but I'm kind of lazy to upload.. so yeah. HAHA :D)

We walked for about one and the half hour and our wonderful journey had to stop due to unforeseen circumstances.. so BOOHOO ):

Alright, moving on.

I think I've found my future wedding song! :D

Please look at the last song of my playlist.

Yes, that is it.

Play and listen, cause it's very sweet, exactly what I would say to the one who will walk down the aisle with me (:

(or what I would wish he would say to me. okay, abit think too far but, whoever he will be)

"And I will take, you in my arms, and hold you like where you belong..

Till the day my life is through, This I Promise you" (:

BBQ with primary school clique :D

2008-12-16T17:42:00.003+08:00

YESTERDAY:

I had loads of FUN with my primary school clique :D

My beloved teacher, Miss Irene Lee, booked a chalet for us at Aloha Loyang, including the food for bbq. All we had to do was to cook, eat, laugh, play, chat. (oh, and watch a bit of Little Nyonya, lol)

I wasn't very excited at first cause the group meets at least three times a year, excluding movies and all. Chinese New Year, Teachers' Day and Christmas.

But I never thought it would be so fun! HAHA :D

We even had a debate (or discussion?) about love. And it was Miss Lee who started it :D

She kept asking about our 'the other half', LOL.

Ever since we turned 16, she has been asking us about our 'the other half' whenever there is a gathering. So in return, Eugene and I asked her about HER 'the other half' and were asking her to get married soon. so yada yada yada, and then she suddenly said this,

Miss Lee: You know, the person that you marry may not be the person that you love most?

Eugene & Isaac: YES! *nods*

Yee Gin: NO! How can you spend the rest of your life with the person that you don't love most?

Miss Lee: Okay, you see ar.. For majority, they were too young to know what love actually is when their first love came.. Then in their life, they may meet a partner who loves he/she more than he/she does, or that they may meet the right person at the wrong time.

Eugene: So it's the timing that determines the person whom you will marry?

Yee Gin: No, I think it's not just about the timing. It's that special feeling that the person gives you and you know for sure that you want to spend the rest of your life with this person, at the right time.

Miss Lee: That's right.

-silence-

Yee Gin: So do you guys believe that if someone truly loves you, he/she would wait for you to think that it's the right time, no matter how long?

Miss Lee: Yes, of course I do.

Yee Gin: (turns to Eugene) See? Good things are worth waiting for...

Eugene: yeah, but you have to realise that guys and girls are different. Sometimes guys just to know that they're special to you.. So it makes their wait bearable.. And good things will be gone if you don't grab hold of them.. Understand Missy?

Just right at this moment, Kelvin hands me two marshmallows and I was saved from the conversation :D

By the way, all (not sure about kelvin & sanpeng) have their 'the other half' except for me. HAHA. that's why they avoided our discussion and went to barbecue food. And we all know Eugene's girlfriend.. So only the two of us were talking to Miss Lee about this.

(it's not that i'm talkative okay.)

Alright, that's about all that I wanted to share.. The rest are about our past and lame stuff that happened last night. So I think it will be boring for my readers since majority of my readers come from my secondary school :D

See you!

spring cleaning! (:

2008-12-14T23:56:00.006+08:00

Imagine this , times two .

That's the pile of worksheets that I have to send for recycling .

Yes, I had been a good girl to pack my stuff and cleaned my room today (:

I bet many of you haven't cleared your sec four stuff right? (-smirk-face-)

Haha, I'm just proud of myself can? :D

Anyway, I have some textbooks to give away, so priority goes to the choir bimbos :D

So BIMBOS, please let me know if you need my textbooks, a maths and chem not available cause they are torn and tattered. (this just shows that I studied very hard :P)

Same for History and Literature, not because they are torn and tattered, I just want to keep them.

But as for Physics, it's in a very very good condition (;

If nobody wants, I'll give it to the Salvation Army.

Okay, next comes an declaration:

I HAVEN'T SPOKE TO CHRISMIN YEO KAI TING FOR FIFTEEN DAYS AND I MISS HER ALOT ALOT ALOT ):

(okay, maybe not as much as rice, but still miss. lol)

I WANT HER TO COME BACK NOW )):

Alright, that's all for today! Good night XOXO (:

P.S. Don't you think the song on the top of my playlist is so-very nice? HAHA :D

"Cause if anyone can make me fall in love, you can."

Genting trip with choir (:

2008-12-11T17:53:00.005+08:00

I have decided to update my blog because I am bored :/

And as all of you may know, one of my happenings happenings has got to be the Genting trip with my beloved choir :D

I hereby apologise for the lack of photos because I was either too sick or too high or too busy to remember to take photos. Haha . I do have some photos with germain, but they look too hideous to be published. LOL.

Germain was my bus-mate and a very wonderful one indeed as she will comfort me when I was feeling nauseous :/

Fiona was my room-mate (it was supposed to be sophie & my room was supposed to be next to germain's!) but I must say that I had seen a very different side of Fiona and I realised that I shouldn't have judged a book by its cover (:

I shan't bore all of you with all the mundane activities there so here's a summary:

This trip was fun-filled, meaningful and significant. I have learnt a lot of things from this trip and although we had a hectic schedule, I must admit that I've brought home fond memories.

(winks, hugs & kisses to sec fours, eekie, jiaying & jiexin ;)

DAY ONE:

Immediately after we arrived, we went Miss Ong's room for practice.

I mean, not the entire choir but section by section la.

(how to fit!?)

Soprano went in first and we had to squeeeeeezzzzzeeeeeeee.

Some were kneeling on the bed, some were squashed to the walls, some were near the door.

(can imagine? :/)

Then went for sectionals with the guys, dinner and the opening ceremony.

The opening ceremony was honestly a disappointment because none of the choirs performed.

(unlike the closing, wink wink Kranji choir)

DAY TWO:

Very tiring. It was practice after practice and practice after practice.

And make-up and hair and COMPETITION :O

Some of the seniors expected our results after our performance because there were obvious mistakes made..

Nonetheless, we went to playyyyyyyyyyy after the competition!

It was shopping all the wayyyyyyyyyyyyy until 9.30pm (:

We went to grab some maggi mee after the debrief and we all gathered at germain's room for chit-chat.

Initially, it started off with chit-chat, after which I started eating like a pig, banged my head twice against the head board and I realised I was entertainment for Germain Chong -.-

Then she accompanied me to my room and we started towel-fighting. L-O-L!~

P.S. Unlike the first night, I slept so well that I didn't want to get up the next morning :P

DAY THREE:

Morning was like awesome as we attended a workshop by one of the judges.

But before that was fun discussing with the girls and kheng hian and jieyong about ______ secondary school choir :D (as we get to observe)

You know why?

Cause we spotted the watermelon boy!!!!!!! :D

Opps. I realised I haven't told you about him. He was the joke of the trip man!

Here it goes:

On the first/second dinner that we had, Nathaniel spotted a guy over at the fruits corner.

That guy (which is the watermelon boy from the other school) was picking some watermelon SLICES with HIS HANDS.

So Nathaniel thought he was one of us and went over to tell him off,

Nathaniel: Do you know how DISGUSTING you are?

Watermelon boy: -blank face-

Nathaniel, realising his mistake, went away immediately.

Watermelon boy stood rooted to the ground for a few seconds before walking away in sheer embarrassment. HAHA.

Okay, coming back, we learnt a lot that morning and I realised that the mouth shape that you sing in REALLY AFFECTS the SOUND PRODUCED.

EVEN A SLIGHT CHANGE IN SHAPE.

After lunch came the worst nightmare which at the end of the day, sent majority of us back to our rooms with black faces, tears, frowns, remorse, and..

So the girls (bim-niell, bim-gin, bo-kie, bo-main) went to germain's room to pour our hearts out. (sounds wrong, but nevermind. lol.)

Ended up in tears and yeah.

[But one eff-ing funny thing that happened was that germain hit her head with jiexin's belt in her hand as she wanted to vent her frustration on the mattress! LOLL! HAHAHAHAH :D

sorry ger!]

DAY FOUR:

Morning was super memorable.

Hardly anyone spoke at breakfast, NO ONE smiled.

But I am glad that almost everyone contributed at the sharing session (:

The girls in Soprano cried very hard, almost inconsolable.

But you know what girls, I am very proud of all of you because you girls were brave enough to admit your mistakes and I really hope that you will remember your promises not to make them again, alright?

Some of us (the sops) arrived late for the whole choir sharing session because we were busy calming down and comforting each other, washing our faces in the toilet, So sorry choir for being late.

When we entered, Miss Ong told us to put aside our emotions and stop crying because the sharing session would not have been beneficial cause if we were to keep crying, we will shut our ears to precious things that our mates were saying..

This sentence struck me a lot because I am very emotional, and I have since realised that I should cast aside my emotions in order to get the work done.

The priority is work, not emotions.

Many other things were shared in that erm, five-hour long sharing-cum-reflection session but I'm not going to say it here.

Choir, I really hope you would remember the promises we all made and that you would work hard for next year's SYF. DO US PROUD GUYS! :D

Here's the good news, because of our outstanding performance during the competition, we were invited to perform at the closing ceremony! :D

We practised hard and shared a GOLDEN moment on stage. Right dearies? (:

I bet everyone was very proud of themselves. I sung that song since I was in sec one and I must admit that that night's performance was one of the best versions I've ever sung/heard! :D

Our results were announced after all the performances and much to our expectations, SILVER A!~

Although everyone was secretly hoping for a GOLD despite knowing the low probability, we were very happy to have received SILVER A (:

Afterwhich our dear president delivered a speech followed by Miss Ho, Miss Low and Miss Ong. The other two teachers were not around because they were taking care of poor bomain (:

Miss Ho granted us playtime until 2am! :D

But I didn't get to play because my allergy came up after my shower ):

My lips were swollen and itchy )):

Miss Ong brought me down to buy med, but pharmacy was closed.

Then Miss Ho brought me to the clinic which was rather _____ -.-

It's a 24-hour clinic, so the doctor had a room to sleep.

The nurse woke the doctor up when we arrived at the clinic and he assesssed my allergy with half-opened eyes and yawns.

He didn't even look at my poor swollen lips -.-

And it was RM80 :O

The rest went to celebrate Miss Yong's birthday and yada..

Just wanted to say, sorry for being so sick that I wasn't myself.

Kind of cranky and moody. And homesick. LOL.

Sorry girls and thank you for taking care of me! :D

Esp. Danielle for the wet towel and the massage, Germain & Huisian for consoling and comforting me, Yanni for your concern (:

DAY FIVE:

-HOME SWEET HOME- :D

P.P.S. After I came back , I had to sleep for like full two days to recover . useless right? I will definitely boost up my immune system with vitamin C!

insane

2008-11-12T23:27:00.002+08:00

Here I am again.

I've just deleted 1120 emails in my Inbox.

I know it's insane, but something just tells me to do it.

A clean start, i guess.

I read some emails before I delete them.

Most of them are from my friends, some are unread.

I realised that people are really very realistic.

They send you emails to get into your good books when you are of use to them.

When you are not, they chuck you aside.

Then no more emails le.

Of course I am certainly not talking about my close friends ;)

But I'm feeling rather upset, about the beautiful things that I've read, and are now gone.

I don't know if they will come back, I'll leave it to fate.

As for the playlist you see on your right, they are my favourite songs (for now) :D

Can I Have This Dance is a sweet and romantic song, while Love Story depicts a modern-life fairytale.

Needless to say, David Archuleta is love (:

Good Night.

O level is over!

2008-11-12T22:05:00.003+08:00

Hello everyone! I'm back! :D

O level is officially over and I can officially watch TV!

Haha .

The very first thing that I did after my 8am paper was to catch a movie at 10

And of course, it had to be ..

yeah! and i tell you, it was awesome , totally awesome .

you have to catch it! :D

I know it's a little too late , but still!!! Get the DVD when it comes out or something .

It's definitely the best of the three .

And the best part is, we paid $6 each for the ENTIRE THEATRE (except for a lonely man)

So there were actually 3 girls and 1 man in the theatre enjoying a movie :D

HAHA! we almost stood up and danced! xD

(danielle and her crazy idea)

After which I went back to school with danielle, for our very first choir practice after the O's.

you must be questioning why ..

Haha . the sec fours (except mary & huisian), are joining the choir for a competition in Genting in December . cool huh?

But we have like only 5 or 6 practices more to catch up with the choir ):

Which i think, it's highly challenging because I only managed to learn one song today.

Only learning okay.. polishing and memorising not included ..

gosh, juniors, SOS! :/

Going out with girls tomorrow to shop for prom dress .

used to be very excited and happy about shopping, but upon realising that most of them has conquered Orchard about twice or thrice and found nothing appealing/suitable, it kind of covers me like a wet blanket.

I think there's no one to shop with me on friday because they are all going to chris's place?

boohoo ):

oh well, i think i'm just tired from all that chemistry and highing in the theatre and singing with support after not singing with support for months ..

i guess i'll be fine tomorrow (:

ROCK ON.

I'm not going to make it less visible because I see no point in doing that.

If you insist on thinking in this way, so be it.

Honestly, I am disappointed, very very disappointed.

Crush!

2008-09-28T11:49:00.002+08:00

HA-CHOOO!

*sniff sniff*

Sorry folks, must be because of my new blog song.
{Crush - David ArCHUleta}

*shivers*

LOL! ;D

Sorry la, i need to entertain myself cos' no one wants to entertain me ):
EXCEPT CINDY!

HAHA, thanks for flooding ya? -.-
She's the only one who would sing with me, in school, at lunch, in toilet, anywhere, everywhere.
Thanks 'ah-lian' :D

And you guessed it right, we are so so crazy over this song you are listening to right now.
Just ask ANY of our classmates. GO!

22 DAYS to O'Levels! :O
Jiayou everyone!~

P.S. Cindy wants to score six points and be the next top scorer :P
P.P.S I didn't know you guys miss me sooooooooooo much :PP

footprints in the sand.

2008-09-05T11:58:00.002+08:00

Everynow and then, I see/hear people saying, "I miss whatever & whoever, I want to have them back."

I myself, am also one of the culprits.

I always hear myself saying, "Move on, it's your fault for not cherishing."

But sometimes, things happen too fast and too quickly, for me to prepare and get ready.
One moment I hear myself say, "I'm so going to treasure what I have."
And the next moment I see myself contradicting what I've just said.

I hate it when I'm stubborn & wilful, kick up a big fuss when things don't go my way.

Friends and loved ones, I'm ready to apologise.
I know i've said loads of hurtful things to you, and I swear I didn't mean them.

My family have always doted on me, maybe because i'm the youngest girl at home.
I admit I'm rather spoilt, and I do realise that my mother is trying her best to change that fact.

Now that the storm is over, I will try my best to change (:

This song, is dedicated to those who love me.

Footprints in the Sand - Leona Lewis

You walked with me
Footprints in the sand
And helped me understand
Where i'm going

You walked with me
When I was all alone
With so much unknown
Along the way

I heard you say
I promise you
I'm always there
When your heart is filled with sorrow
And despair

And I'll carry you
When you need a friend
You'll find my footprints in the sand

I see my life
Flash across the sky
So many times have I
Been so afraid
And just when I
Thought I lost my way
You gave me strength to carry on
That's when I heard you say

I promise you
I'm always there
When your heart is filled with sorrow
And despair

And I'll carry you
When you need a friend
You'll find my footprints in the sand

When I'm weary
Well I know you'll be there
And I can feel you
When you say

I promise youI'm always there
When your heart is filled with sorrow
And despair

And I'll carry you
When you need a friend
You'll find my footprints in the sand (:

Note to Ms Ong: shall we make this our second Hero? haha ;D

THE SUN :D

2008-08-20T21:35:00.005+08:00

The Sun will shine one day :D

For I-don't-know-what reasons, I've learnt to be very optimistic.
I am able to see the good things in dark situations.

I've learnt to take it easy, and let go.
I no longer blame God for being unfair and putting me in a situation like this when i'm only 16.

I firmly believe in seeing the light at the end of the tunnel, i hope you do too.
Pull yourself together, because the world doesn't revolve just around you.

I believe the Sun will shine one day, I hope you'd have faith too.

I am not going to let this affect my grades, because that would be the last thing you want, too.
I will bring the best out in me, but you've got to make some effort too.

I'm trying, are you?
I'm born and raised, not having the habit to express my innermost feelings with you.
So please don't blame me.

But i'm not a superwoman.
I do feel terrible sometimes, and I can tell you, the pain is unbearable.

Not that I put on a brave front and hide things from my loved ones,
just that they won't really understand and even if they do, they really couldn't do anything about it.

I miss those times and I wish to have them back.

P.S. Don't you dare try copying&pasting MY photos . I took them. It's mine. So they are copyrightted.

擦肩而过 :D

2008-07-25T18:02:00.004+08:00

昨天和今天, 都擦肩而过 :D

最长的电影

我们的开始　
是很长的电影
放映了三年　
我票都还留着
冰上的芭蕾　
脑海中还在旋转望着你　
慢慢忘记你
朦胧的时间　
我们溜了多远
冰刀划的圈　
圈起了谁改变
如果再重来　
会不会稍嫌狼狈
爱是不是不开口才珍贵

再给我两分钟　
让我把记忆结成冰
别融化了眼泪　
你妆都花了要我怎么记得
记得你叫我忘了吧　
记得你叫我忘了吧
你说你会哭　
不是因为在乎

朦胧的时间　
我们溜了多远
冰刀划的圈　
圈起了谁改变
如果再重来　
会不会稍嫌狼狈
爱是不是不开口才珍贵

再给我两分钟　
让我把记忆结成冰
别融化了眼泪　
你妆都花了要我怎么记得
记得你叫我忘了吧　
记得你叫我忘了吧
你说你会哭　
不是因为在乎

What a sweet melancholic song :D

站在这平衡点
我还是觉得有点危险
或许是看不见
只能够靠感觉

你听我说要好好学着去生活

手机里面
全都是半生不熟朋友的留言

老掉牙的爱情影片
还是反复看了好几遍

你和我和他之间
有没有同样一种寂寞在蔓延
我们都厌倦相互了解
是习惯独眠或害怕改变?

你最近还好吗?

I hate 24 July 2008.
I love 24 July 2008.

Because it tore us apart, all of us.
Because it brought us even closer, all of us.

Thank you God, for making me realise how much these darlings meant to me.
I love you all girls :D

Having these kind of petty quarrels actually perks up my life you know?
Haha, of course, when we were in it, I wanted us to be out.
I blamed God when we were in it.
Now I thank Him for giving us a chance to be in it!
Haha, as the saying goes, what is happiness & bliss without sorrow & grief? :D

你对我说我们只是擦肩而过

我们的世界会不会有交叉点?
也许某一天某个地点... ...

SICK.

2008-07-19T21:15:00.002+08:00

I HATE FLU.

I CAN'T DO MATHS WHEN I'M HAVING FLU. A LOT OF CARELESS MISTAKES.
IT MAKES ME VERY FRUSTRATED.

I HATE FLU.

I CAN'T EAT MY FAVOURITE FOOD BECAUSE EVEN THE SWEETEST DONUT IS TASTELESS.

I HATE FLU.

I CAN'T VISIT MY DEAR KANGKANG.

I HATE FLU.

I FEEL SO DROWSY AFTER EATING THOSE FLU TABLETS.

I HATE FLU.

MY MUM DOESN'T EVEN ASK, OR LOOK, IN FACT.
SHE DOESN'T BOTHER ANYMORE.
NO MORE HONEY.
NO MORE "HAIYO, QUICKLY GO & EAT YOUR MEDICINE."
NO MORE "GET MORE REST.."
NO MORE "YOU NEVER EAT YOUR VITAMIN IS IT?"

I HATE FLU.

-
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On my way home today, I saw a monkey on the overhead bridge.
A few kids were 'provoking' it.
They were too scared of it & so they didn't dare to cross the bridge.
They made a lot of noise, running here and there.
Of course the monkey not happy right? Stupid.
That is what i meant by provoking.

They made the monkey so angry that it was impossible for me to cross.
I wanted to call my dad, but then since God gave me a chance to prove that i'm independent now, why not? Lol.
So I told them, "you all cannot make so much noise one, monkeys very sensitive one, they don't like noises."
Those kids: really meh?
ME: of course la!~ -.-
Those kids: okay, we keep quiet. so with their palms on their mouths, they started screaming into their palms while crossing the bridge. lol.

Of course the monkey was not stupid either. It began chasing after those kids.
Haha. So i walked stealthily behind.. hoping that the monkey doesn't see me..
Guess what?! The kids ran back!?!!!! :O

So i ran and ran and ran, screaming. LOL.
When i realised i have already reached my block, i realised that the kids went back to starting line. -.-
seriously stupid lor. cross already still go back. dumb.
good luck guys.

And tada! I got home safely :D

dOreen!

2008-07-12T23:52:00.002+08:00

So you think you are bitchy :D
{so you think you can dance}

I think I am.
For I have just finished an eight-hundred-and-ten-words narrative.
just based solely on ONE word- Crossroads.

I'm sorry Ms Ratna, I tried really hard to control my word-limit..
{I've got a strong feeling she's going to kill me :X}

Alright.
Today was a great day for me, went to vist my dear Ah-Toot with Cindy, Chrismin & Jieting.
Nothing much happened along the way..
But poor Doreen is really very skinny.. the bruises on her hands are enough to make your heart ache. seriously.
But Thank God she is going to be discharged soon, tomorrow! :D

She is cheery, happy and chatty today, better much than the first few days, according to her church friend :D

DOreen, must stay strong okay? Be a Superhero, jiayou! :D
Must must must make it for this tuesday okay? <33333333333333333333333333

Afterwhich, Cindy+Jieting & YeeGin+Chrismin went on parted ways.
Cindy & Jieting went to NP with ruiyang and yuling they all..
Yee Gin & Chrismin went to their weekly "get-together" with a maths.
And Yee Gin & Chrismin felt so sleepy but they managed to survived an additional half and hour past the usual 5pm.
So Proud of Them! :D

Then, I went to see my kangkang :D
It really makes me day to see him smile and play with himself :D
Though he's only one and the half months' old, he is very playful can!
Imagine what would become of him next time :D
I can't wait to bring him to the zooooooooooooooooo when he's older :DDD

I love kangkang & xiaokang loves jiejie :D
{P.S. kangkang/xiaokang is not his real name}

yada . yada , yada.
And now here I am, emotionally & physically drained out ):

I'm sorry that my post is so boring today, because I bloggged for the sake of blogging.
I'm seriously tired. Sorry folks! D:

Going off to do my maths, if not I wouldn't be able to finish those mock papers by monday cos' sunday is a busy day for princess! :D
Don't feel sorry for me, it's a saturday night! Chill! :DD

bring it away, brush it away, bring it away, brush it away, and bring it away, and brush it away, and here's how the story goes, on and on and on ..

k.you.

2008-07-07T14:36:00.005+08:00

I HEREBY DECLARE THAT JIETING IS A BIMBO FOR NOT ALLOWING ME INTO HER BLOG D:

Okay . It was Anglo-Chinese Junior College Choir's An Evening With Friends @ Esplanade last night. I must say that it was an awesome job well done! :D
"Celebrating 20 Years of Choral Excellence", indeed. It was Choral Excellence, except for one slip that I managed to identify. All the songs were just too mesmerising, especially the encore piece.
I tried to listen with my eyes closed, and it was rather de-stressing.

The finale was the best, El Hambo . Perfect Ending! :D
Gravity and Light was a piece composed for them I guess, the film was seriously boring..
But I especially like how they mimic the calls of nature.
Needless to say, Turning. Turning is a modern arrangement for the traditional Shaker Hymn, 'Simple Gifts'. It is a song which involves the audience. We were given a 14-bar score in the booklet and were asked to sing along :D
I enjoyed it, totally! Haha .

Here the highlight of the concert, their Guest-Of-Honour was Singapore's President, S.R Nathan.
Big shot, huh.
(MR. Chan, are you happy now? I mentioned it)

In the second half of the concert, germain started going gaga over Nathan.
Haha, not our President of course! It's last year's Teenage icon, Nathan Ri-something-chee. lol .
(I'm sorry germain! :/)
He is the best example to show those idiotic-immature-injudicious guys out there that
CHOIR IS NOT A SISSY/GAY CCA & GUYS WHO SING ARE MORE CHARMING!

Thanks Nathan! :D
(Cch: remember to help me get his autograph hor!)

During the intermission, Yee Gin decided that ONE ACJC SOPRANO = FIVE YEEGINS :D
And ONE ACJC BASS = TEN TIANJUNS :DD
And ONE ACJC SOPRANO = FIVE EEKIES :D
And ONE ACJC TENOR = TEN KWONGHONGS :DD
And ONE ACJC BASS = ONE HUNDRED KHENG HIAN :DDDDDDDDDDD
And ONE ACJC TENOR = ... sorry, i think i need the calculator TZEYANGS :DDDDDDDDDDDD
And ONE ACJC TENOR/BASS = ZERO JAMES :O because he is a baritone :P

OKAY! I KNOW I'M LAME -.-
Today's MY Youth Day, can let me high and de-stress!?!!?!

OKAY, enough of ACJC, am about to vomit soon :S
(sorry kim+hope, i AM SUANING CCH :P)

NO photos for you all to see cos' all photos show a unglramz (germain chong taught me this word) sight of PRINCESS YEEGIN :D
so cannot.
MARYANN WEI & DANIELLE SIM + GERMAIN CHONG! THE THREE OF YOU BETTER NOT UPLOAD THAT UP ON YOUR BLOGS BECAUSE IF LOOKS COULD KILL, I MAKE SURE YOU DIE OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AGAIN.

pphew~that was sooooooooooooooo not me :D

RANDOM RANTS:

honestly, silence could kill. I feel like dying, I can't take the silence at home.
I know this will all blow over, but when? Tsk.
It's not as if i wanted it.
Why don't you understand? Or at least hear me explain?

I read something that I shouldn't read, again.
I just can't stop myself from reading it. I mean, I can, but I probably don't want to.
I guessed I won't anymore, cos' I have gathered enough evidence to judge who it is.
I feel like scolding you over and over and over again, but I realised it was not your fault to begin with. Let's just blame Cupid for being blind.

I'm beginning to hate the song, 'Fall For You' by Secondhand Serenade.
Everywhere I go, it's that song. same old song.
After turning off the speakers on my com to shut the song off, I turned to my phone for some soul-carressing. I went to my music player and the first song was 'Fall for You' by Secondhand Serenade. I shuffled the playlist again, and it goes back to the same song!?!?
Where got so qiao one?!!?!
I used to love this song like anything. But now..........
Maybe, it's a sign.

I don't know what I want, so don't even ask.
Stop telling me you understand, cos' it hurts more.
I just want to be alone, I want to be with my friends & family.
That's all I want, for now.
I still treasure you as my very close friend, so don't disappoint me.
I want to tell you that I'm sorry, I can't change all this to suit you.
Cos' I'm only 16.

I'm sure you would find someone who would cherish you.
You are not that old, too.

(these different rants are for different people, it might not be you that i'm refering to.)

Tis' the gift to come down where we ought to be,
And when we find ourselves in a place just right,
'Twill be in a valley of love and delight.
When true simplicity is gained, To bow and to bend we shan't be ashamed.

a place in this world

2008-07-05T22:03:00.002+08:00

A Place in This World

I dont know what I want
So dont ask me
Cause I'm still trying to figure it out
Don't know what's down this road
I'm just walking trying to see through the rain coming down
Even though I'm not the only one who feels the way I do

I'm alone
On my own
And that's all I know
I'll be strong
I'll be wrong
Oh but life goes on
Oh I'm just a girl
Trying to find a place in this world

Got the radio on
My old blue jeans
And I'm wearing my heart on my sleeve
Feeling lucky today
Got the sunshine
Could you tell me what more do I need
And tomorrow's just a mystery
But that's ok

I'm alone
On my own
And that's all I know
I'll be strong
I'll be wrong
Oh but life goes on
Oh im just a girl
Trying to find a place in this world

Maybe I'm just a girl on a mission
But I'm ready to fly ...

I'm alone
On my own
And that's all I know
I'll be strong
I'll be wrong
Oh but life goes on

Oh I'm alone
On my own
And that's all I know
I'm just a girl trying to find a place in this world

everything about this song just suits my mood.
well, except the part where it says, "i'm alone"

haha. yeah. i have my friends and family with me :D

Ah-toot, take good care of yourself okay?
Don't let your health deteriotate, you go girl!
Be a Superhero :D

P.S. A sweet, demure girl don't fall sick easily! :P

okay, i'm so excited about the acjc concert tomorrow, seriously.
haha, i just hate the part about having to rush from tuition, double tuitions, in fact :/
And that stupid cheehow wants to pay for the taxi-fare :/
Crazy guy, just concentrate on your concert la! I'll be there :D

Went to lot one with my dearie chrissy today after tuition.
Wanted to look for something in Popular, but out of stock :/
So we went to the library :D

We were freaking highing like siao in there!
Who ever thought TWO glamourous girls would go crazy over books! :D

Thanks my dear, for cheering me up :D
Love you loads. And hope to swim with you on monday!

P.S. I think we should try cooking our lunch on our own, don't you think so?
Tell your mummy we promise to clean up! :D

(you better tag when you are here, i've already INVITED you to enter my blog:P)

alright, back to my mock paper D:
all the best to everyone! :D

- Oh, what a sweet melancholy, huh.}

depressed.

2008-06-30T20:24:00.002+08:00

I am so badly affected by her.
Once she is depressed, i get emotional too.
She told me she would be strong, but she does not preach what she says.
I know it's difficult for her, it's hard for her to swallow it all.
And I feel useless for not being able to do anything.

I hope you would cheer up & live your life to the fullest.
Don't wallow in misery because it won't be easy to get out of it.
You know it, don't you?

-Everytime it comes, I will brush it away and tell myself it's impossible.

Her Majesty.

2008-06-28T19:55:00.006+08:00

Because I am who I am, I have confidence, I know how much I worth, whether I am worth it or not.

yes, above is the bitch in me that was unleashed by Her Majesty :D
(erm, i deleted 90% of it cause' it's really TOO bitchy.)

Due to unforeseen circumstances, i decided to make my blog public again.
(lest someone comes nagging at me, again)

CFN`08 WAS TOTALLY AWESOME AND THIS TIME, WE TOTALLY ROCK :D
We were effing high & crazy right after Kranji Idol . before that was .. yeah. haha .

The Peak of The Night was Mass Dance :D
Seriously, since when Upper Sec got so high, so spontaneous before?
At one moment I felt like crying can .. like this is the last time we are going to dance like that..
But i DIDN'T :D

How to cry when you are surrounded by some crazy, hyper idiots dancing to the beat of 5-6-7-8!
Lol . And i would like to present the Award Of the Person with the Longest Memory to CINDY! :D

She remembered all her steps can?! without missing a beat??? :O -jawdrops-
*applause please*

Here's the highlight of the night:
FourDeeTwoZeroZeroEight WINS THE FASHION PARADE AGAIN! :D
WE ROCK, WE ROCK, WE ROCK! :D
I LOVE YOU GUYS LIKE EFFING LOADS <3

Such a pity that our mentors weren't with us ):
Mr TEO! you ps us D:

Haha, nevermind, we still have other opportunities :D

PS: SPOT THE KANA-BULLIED :P

Good luck & All The Best to all taking their O'level MTL Oral! :D
Bye!

theglitzandglamour :D

2008-06-19T12:08:00.003+08:00

Hello Everybody :D

http://www.theglitzandglamour.blogspot.com

my new blog address .

haha, don't ask me why, i just felt like doing that.

i'm lazy to go around asking people to relink me, so let's see who's the first to find out :X

lol . i'm not being lame, i just have too much work to complete, that's why :D

I came online to see if Ms Lee did reply my email, but unknowingly, i ended up here.

well, Ms Audrey Lee has set up a Literature Blog for the Lit students of 4D'08 :D

YAY-NESS! :D

Lit students, go check your email, here's it is:

http://www.wheretheprettypeopleare.blogspot.com

PS: please let me know if you can see the picture in my blogskin. I want to know if there's a problem with my browser. ty (:

don't worry, be happy! ;D

2008-06-03T18:09:00.003+08:00

Don'tWorryBeHappy:D

I don't know what tomorrow brings,
I'll hold yesterday in my heart,
I'll be happy for as long as I live{it's impossible, but i'm trying:D}

Alright, as you can hear from my new blog song, I'm in crazy mood.
Haha, yeah. you got it right. to rejoice, celebrate & dance! :D

I guess it's probably due to Saturday night.
I went to Wild Empire's Happening Happenings at Yong Siew Toh Conservatory of Music.
It's their third/fourth concert I've been to.
As usual, great job Wild Empire (& pjc choir+cres'choir:D)

And yes, one of the songs was Dancing Queen by Cresent Girls' Choir.
How lucky! :D
The girls get to wear WHATEVER outfit they want,
design WHATEVER hairstyle they like.
And they just look gorgeous.
They also sang other ABBA songs like Knowing Me, Knowing You and Mama Mia!
Not that i'm an ABBA fan, just that these songs are classic and people still like them till today even though they are out of trend!
Even I love them can! :D I couldn't get Dancing Queen out of my head, for like so many days.

They even had Amazing Grace for their finale!
It was a great contrast to the light-hearted songs.
I was so engrossed in it that tzeyang thought i was going to cry -.-

LOL! yeah. talking about him. i mean them. the three of them.
the three idiotic gang with the most idiotic gang leader of all, lim tianjun.
{i decided not to fill in this part lest he comes after me}
seriously.
i'm pissed till now. stupid guy. stupid stupid shit. (alliteration:D)

he said i was dumb because i was trying to figure out where to alight in the dark dark night.
ass.

okay, i've finished venting, feeling better now:D
well, here comes the joke of the day! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

I'm so sorry James, I so got to share this with my friends.
I'm really sorry. I'll let you build my house next time kay? :P

James: Hey gin . waiting for us?
Tzeyang: Awww.. so touched..
James: gin . do you see a change in me?
Me: No, still as late as ever.
James: No lor, you can ask tianjun, i haven't .. & blahblahblah. Except for that, have i changed in any other areas? * presses shirt against body *
Me: Like No! Are you crazy? I've only seen you for like, 5 minutes? How would i know?
James: Okay lor, maybe the rest of the choir would notice.. *continue pressing his shirt against his body *

In the hall..

James asked, with tzeyang in between us: you really don't see a change meh?
Me: seriously no, concert's starting. don't ask anymore. really, no.
Tzeyang: *whispers* he's become more muscular, don't you realise?
Me: gosh, NO!!!!!!! i mean, not that i've noticed.
Tzeyang: he's in canoeing..
Me: {laughing with my jacket pressed against my mouth}

After the concert..

Me: OH MY GOSH GERMAIN! You know what?! {so i recounted whatever that i've written here to her, danielle and eekie although they were sitting just right beside me during the concert cos' i knew this would happen...}
Germain+Danielle+Eekie: * laugh so loud that tianjun started laughing too *
Germain: you know what, with his stupid army hairstyle and his big, muscular build, he looks like a construction worker! (he was wearing red hangten shirt & jeans)
ALL: *laugh hysterically *

okay, that's the joke of the night.
the rest were funny, but not as funny.
lol, thanks james. for trying so hard to cheer me up all the way home.
erm, i'm not emo-ing, i was just tired. really:D
sorry for doing this to you, you look great okay? :P

Ng Yu Xuan & Teo Jie Ting, I updated. happy? (:

but honestly, i feel a little upset after the concert..
cos' i'm not gonna be under Ms Ong anymore..
even if i'm in a jc choir, it wouldn't be her unless it's pj.
D:

i kind of miss her DDDDD:

alright, going over to my granny's place, that's all for now, bye! :D

your smile's captivating, your moves are wacky.
but what a pity.
I'm not in love with you.
you tried so hard and i'm glad you didn't succeed.
Thank God I'm smart, I didn't fall for you.

you were just using me to see how charming you are, weren't you?
Dear God, thank you (:

oh, by the way, i'm so not talking about james. (your mind must be running wild now) he is a great guy friend to have, but i'll never have a tiny bit of something for him.
haha. opps. sorry james! i don't want to fight with l_____:D

hey!

2008-05-28T22:39:00.004+08:00

Hello:D

I'm finally back. I've hit the holidays! So i guess i'll be keeping this alive (:
But somehow or rather, i've a pleasant & unpleasant today.

A frayed friendship,
some big bitchyness,
some blind-highing {germain taught me this:D}
& an enchanted ending.

But most important of all, I get to see baby! :D
my dear baby was crying & wanting to be carried/&cuddled.
6days old & he's so pampered.

my dear aunt & uncle &granny, good luck :D

I'm somewhat intoxicated with my current blog song,
cos' it says;

"They can take away everything, but they can't take away yesterday."

I guess it's very true & it applies for all relationships, friendships, kinship, & whatever else.
No one can take away memories of yesterday.

Alright, back to business.
Hey K-Singers! :D anyone of you going for wild empire concert this saturday evening?
please confirm your attendance with me, Ms Ong needs to know :D
OR inform jiaying & joel also can :D

& my dear, i don't think i'm throwing weird glances at you,
you're too sensitive, i still love you like before! :D

& for whatever that happens in school, ijusthopeeverythingendswell.
just like what jieting says, we all want to pass out &/graduate gracefully (:

PS: if you want me to link you, just tag & let me know ya? oh, & birthdays too :D
{i'm just kind of lazy today:D}

good night.

ewwwww.

2008-03-26T23:22:00.002+08:00

K-Singers! :D

There will not be any practice for the entire week, but we'll have a celebration-cum-reflection session next week .

(not sure when though :/)

The Sec Fours already misses all of you & we can't wait for the day to come so that we can see all of you again!

I am really heartened to see that the committee is starting to plan for end-of-year camp, they learnt from the mistake that the previous Presidents committed in the past.

Although they claimed that they are just plain bored/aimless, I choose to believe that they did it out of goodwill. I really hope that Ms Ho/Ms Yong would grant them their 3days2nights wish. Good luck guys! I'll be there whenever you need help alright?

Don't have to get so stressed up, kheng hian kuku.

You've a whole lot of super-ultra-high committee members behind you :D

Moving on,

Today is the first day of Adam Khoo's workshop .

Although it was ultra tiring, I enjoyed myself!~

(laughing like a retarded cow :/)

alright, will update another day.

dear all, i hope you've received the mass email i sent last night, no, this morning.

you don't have to reply, just think through it. don't brush it off like that for those are my sincere thoughts. really.

good night everyone! :D

- your actions disgust me, and i despise you .

KRANJI CHOIR - LION KING MUSICAL MEDLEY!

2008-03-22T23:28:00.007+08:00

K-Singers, We Rock Big Time! :D

Lion King Musical Medley, great success, great relief .

This concert is definitely something worth blogging about . lol.

We started working on this concert since July'o7 .

but we only pressed on it in around november .

It's amazing how we can come up with something within 4 months or so .

It is neither a very big project nor a small one .

But it is definitely Kranji Choir's first public concert ever .

& to tell you the truth,

Choir, i'm so proud of you (:

even though there were occasional slips in the first half, feedback in the second half,

i am still very proud of you, all of you, from the seniors, to the committee, to the sec ones,

sopranos, altos, tenors & basses .

of course, the credit doesn't go entirely to us, performers.

i would like to thank all those whom have helped us, in any way.

first on the list, my conductress - Ms Ong Chiak Yin! <3

without her, we are nothing . she planned this concert, came up with the idea, imported the songs from uk, helped with the script, planned the repetoire, got the venue, trained us, initiated saturday practices, bought treats for us . thank you so much Ms Ong, i've learned a lot from you during the process . & it was a great experience working with you, really . i'm sure i've gained a lot of your trust, judging from the number of knocks on my head :P

the concert is a miracle, & thanks for believing in us :D

i'm sure i've told you this, thank you for 'flipping the dead fish'. haha .

you never once gave up on us . we love you Ms Ong (:

second - my DEAR Miss Ho, Ms Yong, Miss Low & Ms Lim :D

the above mentioned are my teachers-in-charge . they were the ones who stayed back with us till 7+ whenever we had our long practices, they were the ones who never failed to motivate us with their speeches, they were the ones who told us that they believed in us .

thank you teachers, you made this possible .

(PS: i learned that miss ho is as emotional as yeegin :P)

third - my dear dear dear danielle, germain, maryann & yanni!

thank you girls, i love you so much can! :D you made me laugh , made me cry, cried with me, gave me faith, hope, support & hugs . i can't imagine managing them without you!

i can't even imagine singing without all of you . i'm too used to sopranos that i'll never want to change! lol . & not to forget, our bitching session . haha . whoopps .

thank you for always being there, & sorry for the times i lost my temper .. really .

fourth - my dear committee! :D

my VPs; kheng hian, huisian, joel & jiaying: thank you huisian & kheng hian, you two never fail to motivate me . yes, i will not give up so easily okay? thank you joel & jiaying for the warm-ups! thank you huisian for coming to my house & doing up the booklets with me the night before . really, thanks so much, i wouldn't have done it alone (:

my SLs; danielle, cat, kwong hong & shiyong: thank you for helping out during combined, training them up, correcting their already-corrected mistakes, polishing their notes & everything!

the rest of the commitee; eekie, szeyun, hazel, beatrice, jieyong, whaiee, maryann, felicia, yanni: i seriously wouldn't have done this without your help . listing all of them out is gonna tire me out . lol . whenever you guys feel stressed out in the future, just remember our bitching sessions kay!~

& camp comm, i haven't forgotten about you . although not really related to the concert, you guys really helped to foster closer bonds & cheering me up when i was at my most stressed-up moment . thanks & i love you guys a lot!

next - the K-Singers :D

haha . thank you for trying your very best on stage, the sopranos for your melodious high notes, altos for singing out loud, & the guys for trying even when there are like, so few of you .

you didn't disappoint me!~

coming for all the practices since july, cooperating with me, i enjoyed working with you people.

we worked hard together, cried & laughed together.

love you guys, really .

i will always remember the memories we shared, for they are etched in my heart (:

next - K-Productions (:

hey guys! although i don't really know you , thanks so much for doing such a great job on thursday! you guys were great okay? thanks for coming back on saturdays to rehearse, & sorry for the bad times . special thanks to jeremy & ms tang!

next - Mr Chan Chee How :D

thank you for helping out, coming back on almost all our practices, buying sweets & chocolates for us occasionally, giving us your support . sorry for the times i lost my temper when you tried to cheer me up with your ultra-lame jokes.. please don't skip your tutorials anymore ya? (:

next - Ms Lee, our pianist :D

thank you for helping us out during your holidays!~ i still prefer calling you ______ . can i still call you that? :P

next - my very supportive friends! <3

jieting, cindy, yuling, yenteng, amelia; you girls rocks la can!

my classmates - wanlin's gang, weisheng's gang, shun ting's clique & all who came for the concert! you guys were great audiences! :D

my dear seniors - tzeyang & munkit & tianjun; yes, we heard your cheers . especially tzeyang, he came right after camp!~ tianjun for supporting us from ITALY! :D

jieheng, stozer & jianlun for the tickets, waaaah, front row, not bad (:

& you . thanks ;D

next - my teachers :D

Mr Mike Teo, Mr Lim, Ms Ratna & all the others for extending our deadlines, allowing us to skip our IP & lessons for rehearsals ..

next - my mummy :D

thank you for all the support that you have given me all this while!~

sorry for the times i lost my temper :X

Nathaniel - i will miss you guys too! i'll come back often ya?

& of course, the MAIN problem we faced . YOU. thank you SO MUCH .

read eekie's blog for more info . not going to give you her url .

get it from her yourself :D

avoid the bullshit .

2008-03-01T20:06:00.007+08:00

well . i was browsing through my phone & i saw this picture that i have .

i suddenly begin to realise, all that tears & emotions were actually redundant for such people.

they claim that they are your friends, you claim that you are theirs.

both parties are friends.

now that such ugly things happened, there are bound to be disappointment,

& whatsoever . & you don't even know which side of the story to believe.

so are you still friends with them? do they still regard you as their friend?

honestly, i don't really know.

all i know is that i want to bury the hatchet after this post.

even if we are just acquaintances, we can be the best acquaintances ;D

lol . well, i begin to realise what adults say are true ..

when human beings get too close with each other;

be it couples, friends, best friends, lovers, family members, cousins,

there are bound to be conflicts .

you can be the best of friends, the best cousins, best sisters, whatever .

there is still that little distance that you have to keep . yes? no? yes (:

tag replies :D

[Guy] - erm, whoever you are, thank you for comforting me . it does help (:

[stone] - lol, okay .

[SHASHA] - thank you dearie! ;D you so rocks okay . you were always there, all the times of despair & hopelessness . i really couldn't imagine my days without your comforts <3

[skTWO] - haha . thank you, the pirated prince :D

[WAN TING!] - thank you ding dong! (opps, it's doreen's) haha . i love you too! i will stay strong! (:

when she said i was important, i was elated.

when i reflect on it, i think it kind of hurts.

we are all bitches .

2008-02-28T20:35:00.003+08:00

this is with regards to today's incident.

well, after pondering about it for very long,

i felt that actually, this entire episode could have been avoided.

come to think of it,

if it was not for the little little things that has accumulated in the past,

we wouldn't have 'exploded' today.

i'm not trying to find fault with anyone here,

just that i kind of find that maybe, just maybe,

we are all a little too narrow-minded.

yeah, just perhaps.

if we can be more open-minded,

& treat each other with that little more respect,

none of these things would have happened.

haha. well, i was one of those who were not willing to forgive & forget.

i admit.

i mean, i'm not in the team anymore,

i've got my choir concert to take care of.

jieting doesn't want to be in it either,

maybe she's giving in.

but all i want to say is that,

this is already our last year in kranji,

who wants more conflict?

i mean,

i'm sure all of us wants to graduate happily, peacefully, with no hard feelings,

& most important of all, to look back & smile because we've enjoyed ourselves.

lol (:

to the yet-to-be-finalised-committee; i wish you a success, but don't forget to come for choir concert in the evening ar! please ask mrs rum to start earlier!~ (:

to those who still refuse to relent; i don't know what to say, but we are no longer in it anymore.

to my dear friends; thank you for being there for me, standing by me & comforting me <3

i guess it does hurts when you realise you are not as important as you thought you were.

wo bu pei .

2008-02-24T13:14:00.001+08:00

ENJOY :D

这街上太拥挤　

太多人有秘密　

玻璃上有雾气在被隐藏起过去

你脸上的情绪　

在还原那场雨　

这巷弄太过弯曲走不回故事里

这日子不再绿　

又斑驳了几句　

剩下搬空回忆的我在大房子里

电影院的座椅　

隔遥远的距离　

感情没有对手戏你跟自己下棋

还来不及仔仔细细写下你的关于

描述我如何爱你　

你却微笑的离我而去

这感觉已经不对　

我努力在挽回

一些些应该体贴的感觉我没给

你嘟嘴许的愿望很卑微在妥协

是我忽略　你不过要人陪

这感觉已经不对　

我最后才了解

一页页不忍翻阅的情节你好累

你默背为我掉过几次泪多憔悴

而我心碎你受罪你的美我不配

我已经不对　

我努力挽回

分手我忽略后要人陪

这感觉已经不对　

最后才了解

oh多憔悴

而我心碎你受罪你的美我不配

meant-to-be/not-meant-to-be

2008-01-20T17:57:00.000+08:00

the perfect song for me (:

cos' i'm a crybaby. kidding! =.=

i wanted to put "I Still Believe" by Hayden Panettiere,

but come to think of it,

what do i actually believe?

i'm having a sudden craving for steamboat &

after much persuasion,

my mum agreed to bring me there :D

so yeap, i'll go there soon .

but meanwhile, let me share something i've composed (:

What's meant to be, will be.

What's not, let it be.

Don't fight for the things that are not meant to be,

instead, smile for the things that make you happy.

Harping on what's not meant to be only makes you unhappy,

you often see not what makes you happy.

So, Treasure your meant-to-bes &

get over what's not meant to be. (:

If you don't know if it's a meant-to-be or a not-meant-to-be,

come to me . lol . no la, i meant to say,

just smile & be happy.

If you keep thinking of the ugly things,

you'll miss the beautiful ones.

so people, if there's anything that makes you unhappy,

or is troubling you,

take a step back & you'll see things much clearer.

i took a step back,

& got the whole picture.

although i was disappointed,

at least i saw what's not-meant-to-be.

NGEE ANN POLY!~

2008-01-20T02:00:00.000+08:00

HELLO :D

it's exactly 2am now, at the start of this post.

i realised i've been staying up rather late these days, playing with my mummy's mac (:

anyways, i have a new blog song!

& it's my song of the month . (:

haha . although the lyrics doesn't really suit me,

i quite like the groove and rhythm of the song .

& what i admire most is that the girl actually has courage

to stand up on her own, dares to be different .

went to ngee ann poly with shasha today ..

yeap. had loads of fun!~

but i'm not telling you!

no la, lazy ;P

going to bed, good night! :D

gosh.

2008-01-18T21:24:00.001+08:00

firstly, i have multiple things to say.

so my post will be a lil messy,
jumping here and there .

the very very first thing,
i feel so naive . am i stupid or what?
what miracles?
there can be miracles, when you believe?
oh, really?
why did i let myself believe, miracles could happen?

it's so stupid.
think too much, fought too hard.
why did i even bother about thinking of a solution,
when the answer has always been there?

stupid me . silly, stupid me .

second,
like what Atticus says, " I don't know of any law that says they can't talk. Maybe if we didn't give them so much to talk about they'd be quiet. "
so . since i can't stop people from saying things that
i don't wish to hear, i might as well calm down & accept them.

very often, you will need to hear the hurtful things,
but oh well .. you've to be strong & not let it affect you.

Atticus, kheng hian & my mum taught me that .

Kheng Hian said, " being a leader, your actions are often misinterpreted & misunderstood. so you've got to accept whatever that comes. "

okay, i'm talking about two events here .
so people out there who have been guessing &
gossiping or whatsoever, come to me. i will answer you.

& for those group of people,
well, i won't take it to heart, don't worry (:

third,
let me tell you something okay.
(not you, but you.)
being attached doesn't give you the right to attitude me.
it also doesn't make you any superior.

so please, stop it.

fourth,
i think i'm letting this blog die .
well, it's probably because of school ..
i rarely have time for TV,
let alone my blog.

so ..
so sorry if i don't update .
i'll try, maybe once every two weeks?

(:

but i'm kind of happy with my life at the moment.
i love my teachers, i love my friends.
all the work keeps me pretty occupied,
so i spend the rest of my time sleeping & reading.

fifth,
i'm sorry for my tone today ..
haven't been quite okay the past few days .
it's all my crazy friends at school keeping me alive .

they make me high & zi-high :D

but but .
this is very very very important!
so i'm going to keep it light-hearted :D

Kranji Choir Presents,

The Lion King Musical Medley

@ Victoria Concert Hall

Date: 20 March 2oo8

Time: 7.30pm

Ticket prices: $10, $12

Guest performances: (not confirmed yet, sorry!)

i really hope you guys could show us your support because this is Kranji Choir's first public concert ever & .. my last performance (:

yeah. we'll be singing songs from the Lion King cartoon like, Can You Feel The Love Tonight, Hakuna Matata, I Can't Wait To Be King, Circle of Life, Endless Night & all-time favourites like Hero (Mariah Carey), When You Believe (Prince of Egypt), Dare To Dream, not forgetting cultural songs like our Hokkien song - Tiu Tiu Dang (the pong-chi song :D), Singapura Medley, a Japanese song (not confirmed), Mu Yang Gu Niang, our SYF pieces & many other Latin songs. It's gonna be a blast because besides singing, we'll be adding some drama & dance into the musical. but of course, singing makes up most of our concert :D

i also hope that you would consider the $12 ticket (if you're buying any) because an additional of $2 gives you a better view, a better sound & definitely better enjoyment of the concert. you can get the tickets from any choir members (preferably me! xD )

alright .

that's all i have for today, thanks for coming ..

good night!~ :D

PS: i love my twenty-four candycanes (:

i can .

2008-01-05T23:29:00.000+08:00

i can do what you want me to, trust me .

it's shocking, how fast things can change :D

bye(:

2008-01-05T00:15:00.000+08:00

hey everyone!

it feels great to be back to school! :D

seriously lor .

though the schedule that our teachers told us was enough to freak us out,

we still enjoyed each other's company .

most importantly,

school occupies most of your time,

give you work to do,

keeps you busy,

stops you from idling & occupies your thoughts (:

that's not all .

i have really wonderful teachers can!

let me share with you guys :D

english - ms ratna

chinese - ms yeo

e/a maths - mr mike teo

literature - ms audrey lee

ss/hist - mrs ram

chemistry - mr lim yuen tuck

physics - mr malek

COOL right!~ :D

i know .

right, the song that you're listening to right now;

- Tattoo by Jordin Sparks :D

i heard the song on the radio like, 1 month ago ..

& i really liked it .

but before that, it was cindy's blog song .

& when i saw the lyrics,

i was like, ewwwww . so not me .

esp. this line, "you're on my heart just like a tattoo. "

gosh . ewwwww X3 (sorry cindy =/)

but today .

i seriously have no idea why,

but it kind of suits my mood since .. two weeks ago?

i even set it as my ringtone lor .

(ask those people in camp, they think it's super noisy :/)

i like it alot, & i hope you like it too :D

the lyrics are towards the end of my post,

because before the lyrics i would like to share something with all of you.

this is a conversation i happened to know about ;

i found it very heart-warming & would like to archive it

because nothing much was said between the two of them,

but it's surprising how much were conveyed..

- the history of the conversation was that the guy & the girl were teasing each other about something, i think . here it goes ;

girl: *smiles*

guy: *places two of his fingers close to his face, making a twist-sign*

girl: *grins*

guy: *a bigger twist-sign*

girl: *gives up & looks away*

guy: *a even bigger twist-sign*

girl: *slaps her forehead & sigh*

guy: *grabs her hand & chides her for being silly*

girl: *turns around & walks away*

guy: *sat there motionlessly, knowing she will come back*

girl: *pauses after a few steps, back still facing guy, tears trickling down.*

to be continued ..

well, i'm not sure if it's accurate,

but . oh well, i happened to know about it anyway .

i believe it wasn't the teasing that made the girl want to leave,

if not she wouldn't have tears trickling down.

i believe the guy would have stopped her,

perhaps he knows she will come back?

lol, i'm confused. haha .

anyway, you guys can go & decide what happens next,

because i really do not know what's next .

whether the girl decides to come back,

or the guy decides to leave,

or they end up being together again,

it's all up to you people :D

i just find it sweet. (:

so that's all i have today, thanks for reading!

here's the lyrics of the song ;

Oh, oh, oh

No matter what you say about love

I keep coming back for more

Keep my hand in the fire

Sooner or later, I'll get what I'm asking for

No matter what you say about life

I learn every time I bleed

That truth is a stranger

Soul is in danger, I gotta let my spirit be free

To admit that I'm wrong

And then change my mind

Sorry but I have to move on

And leave you behind

[Chorus]I can't waste time so give it a moment

I realize, nothing's broken

No need to worry 'bout everything I've done

Live every second like it was my last one

Don't look back, got a new direction

I loved you once, needed protection

You're still a part of everything I do

You're on my heart just like a tattoo

(Just like a tattoo, I'll always have you

I'll always have you, I'll always have you)

I'm sick of playing all of these games

It's not about taking sides

When I looked in the mirror, didn't deliver

It hurts enough to think that I could

Stop, admit that I'm wrong

And then change my mind

Sorry but I gotta be strong

And leave you behind

[Chorus]

(Just like a tattoo, I'll always have youI'll always have you)

[Bridge]If I live every moment

Won't change any moment

Still a part of me and you

I will never regret you

Still the memory of you

Marks everything i do

[Chorus x2]

Just like a tattoo

I'll always have you

CAMP(:

2007-12-31T23:53:00.000+08:00

this may be my very last post for the year ..
or the first post of next year . so . yeap .
depends on how you intepret it . haha . (:

HAPPY NEW YEAR! :D
(my clock just struck twelve.)

may everyone have a blessed year ahead . (:

well .. i'm actually in my study, & my tv's in my room ..
so it's kind of quiet ..
my mum's not home and . yeap .
i welcomed 2oo8 alone .
(not really alone, except for some friends on msn :D)

* i wonder if this signifies independence? haha . lame -.- *

this thought just brings me back to the scene last year,
where i had just came back from my aunt's place,
highing & whatever . 1am .
& that fateful moment i was signed on to msn was the start of my nightmare .

my dear EX-PRESIDENT, mr lim tianjun spammed me
with his super awful out-of-tune singing+screaming&shouting .

I guess he was SUPER high . i can imagine him jumping on the bed with his sister .

lol! haha . ask eekie, we had the same nightmare :D

before that, during the day, was a super-heated conflict at home .
hmmmmm . come to think of it, maybe we didn't start the year right,
that's why it all ended like that .

i really hope it will be a better year, with more smiles & love please .
alright!~ said so much, time for new year resolutions! :D
hmmmmm . i'm not greedy, just a few will do . here they are ;

ONE. - to hit my targets for o's of course . &, i want to study in peace, i really hope nothing bad comes up . (:

TWO. - family gatherings to be better than as it is now, more people, less awkwardness .

i don't expect things to be the same, but well . just give me a miracle .

THREE. - everyone around me to be cheery always, my friends to hit their own targets :D

FOUR. - well .. a miracle . i'm not sure if it will happen, i'm still praying . (:

FIVE. - my baby cousin to be healthy! :D i'm so excited can! although it's a boy, it's alright! :D

SIX. - MORE DONUTS+SWEETS+B&J+CANDYCANES! (: awwww .. love <3

SEVEN. - MORE SMILES, LOVE, FAITH & HOPE in my life (:
[ not that i don't have them . maybe it's not me . ]

alright . just seven .
eh . i thought it was supposed to be new year RESOLUTIONS?
since when it became wishes for the new year? lol .

okay . done with my new year resolutions+wishes .
let's do some thanking . especially for camp (:

my camp is finally over, & it actually turned out in a way i never expect it to be . it was great . i had loads & loads of fun .
but of course, i wouldn't have made it without these people .
thanks so much guys .

first on the list, kheng hian .
- well . he was my second camp commandant, & he was there to solve the problems with me, all my crop-ups . he was there to spur me on at times i felt like giving up . he was there everytime my proposal was rejected . thanks bro! (:

next, huisian .
- although she wasn't there with us during camp, she did a lot of work during preparation . she helped me a lot with the proposal, getting the materials & more .. she was there when i broke down, she was there when my proposal was rejected . thank you auntie . haha . opps :X

cheehow .
- this guy gave me a lot of support . even when i didn't do things right, he said it's alright . he scolded me when i threw my temper & said i wanted to give up .
he helped entertain the choir when there were crop-ups . he never said no . thank you, really .

germain .
- thank you for supporting me, for highing with me & doing such a great job in leading your group . ily girl! (:

danielle .
- thank you so much my dear, i would be worrying if it weren't for you & mary .
you two did a terrific job in handling the food . also, for 'that' thing, if it weren't for your support & the comm's support, i would have just falter . ily girl! (:

maryann .
- thank you so much as well! you two are my best food logis! haha .
also, for joking every single time you see me, keeping my spirits high :D ily too girl! <3

eekie .
- thank you so much for the superb video! we definitely embarrassed tianjun to the fullest! haha . he will never call us puny ever again . also, thanks for the screams . lol . it kept the commitee & the choir SUPER high . i really did feel like it was my concert, remember? lol! ily too! (:

whaiee & felicia .
- thank you so much girls! :D i suck at stock-taking man .
with you two around, everything was neater . whaiee : your game was super cool . great job!

jiaying .
- thanks for getting your group high at the very beginning, sorry that it was small in numbers . also, for hushing the choir whenever they get too high & i want to speak . ily girl! (:

as for the rest, i will keep it short (:
- game masters : thank you for all the laborious planning!
- group leaders : through their reflections i can tell they feel attached to you! well done! (:
- logistics : thank you for all that last-minute buying & getting stuff . esp shiyong . sorry, it's been hard on you ..
- my entire comm for supporting me & the nightwalk! the kids enjoyed it can! ;D
- seniors : for coming . tianjun for getting me covered with flour -.- chongren for his enthusiasm, james for his really-very-nice chicken wings, cheryl & lin shan for coming even though they were SUPER tired . wen ting for comforting me :D the rest for coming .
- teachers : for all your support, i wouldn't have made it without you!
- ncc : for your water dispenser :D
- daddy : for your caterer friend, & waking up early in the morning to fetch me .
- mummy : for all your advices . ily! (:

& .. you . you know why & what . (:

okays . i think you guys are falling asleep .
i'll stop here . this thanking part is meant for the people i want to thank, anyway (:

have a good night & happy new year! (:

teardrops on my guitar .

2007-12-16T17:23:00.000+08:00

The song you're listening to ;
Teardrops on my guitar by Taylor Swift

Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see
That I want and I'm needing everything that we should be
I'll bet she's beautiful, that girl he talks about
And she's got everything that I have to live without

Drew talks to me, I laugh cause it's so damn funny
That I can't even see anyone when he's with me
He says he's so in love, he's finally got it right,
I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night

[Chorus:]He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do

Drew walks by me, can he tell that I can't breathe?
And there he goes, so perfectly,
The kind of flawless I wish I could be

She'd better hold him tight, give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes and know she's lucky cause

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do

So I drive home alone, as I turn out the light
I'll put his picture down and maybe
Get some sleep tonight

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only one who's got enough for me to break my heart
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do
He's the time taken up, but there's never enough
And he's all that I need to fall into..

Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see.

stars .

2007-12-11T23:26:00.000+08:00

on friday night, saturday morning - 1:26am .

just when i saw about to turn in after a very melancholic episode of drama,

when i looked out of the window, i saw a star .

a bright, shiny, shimmering star .

just one . one star . twinkling on its own . alone .

without any other stars around her .

i believe it's a female star .

i was so freaking excited! :D

it's been years since i saw stars up in the sky ..

the last time was in australia, 2002 .

so i stared at it for very long, smiling .

it seems like she's smiling too, as if she has something to say .

there was nothing on my mind,

absolutely nothing .

i felt so free, so calm . don't know why .

just when i was about to allow some thoughts in into my mind,

my mum coughed so i turned around .

i pulled up the blanket she kicked away,

and turned back to continue to watch my star ..

or to be lost in my thoughts .

that was the only time i'm allowed to think without boundaries .

but, she was gone .

i only left her for a minute,

and there, she is gone .

i leapt out of bed to go nearer to the window ..

rubbed my eyes and checked, she was really gone .

sentimental week (:

2007-12-03T21:51:00.000+08:00

i'm back!~

i told you i'll be back .

see? i kept my promise (:

okayys . i've got sooooooooooooooo many things to say.

soooooooooo many thoughts & feelings to share ..

the past week had been a sentimental week for me .

well, actually not just the past week, inclusive of today .

i said, sentimental, and maybe a little emotional (:

but but! i didn't cry, not even a single tear :D

alrighty!~

let's start with the most recent one .

firstly, i would like to thank someone special .

the one who was there when i needed someone .

the one who was there when i was stranded with strangers .

the one who constantly reminds me to be a lil` more glam .

[ i think you can infer that this person is SUPER naggy right ? :D ]

the one who came to my rescue by bringing my 'secret weapon' *wink* :D

the one who was there when others were staring at me .

[ although no actions, at least someone was there! :D ]

okay . i can't think of anymore lers .

let's make it known to everyone .

is .. my dear ..

JIETING! :D

tricked, huh ? gotcha! :D

yeah, we went to Mr Mike Teo's wedding last saturday .

just the two of us & four sec four girls . [lols, four sec four :D]

erm, please don't be mistaken .

it's not that Mr Teo only invited us .

just that got two seats empty, & our class have been pestering him to let us go,

so he smsed me on saturday morning, 07:19 AM!

he said he asked his other classes ler, but no one can make it ..

so .. yeah .

it was great fun attending a teacher's wedding!~

i mean, it's my first time . (:

jieting & i sat with a bunch of super-funny adults .

mr teo's friends . not only were they funny, they were QUITE evil .

haha, they mixed a three-in-one + egg alcoholic drink for mr teo & his wife,

but then his buddies helped him, in the end he only drank half a cup .

hahahahaha ! the best thing is he couldn't even stand still lars .

i guess it was really strong, he didn't even answer us when we asked him about the formula of the area of triangle . good luck mr teo! :D

last thursday was insane for me .

i suffered hell, for a moment i thought i was going to faint .

it was my GASTRIC ATTACK -.-

super painful can . i tell you, it was the worst of all .

i was in westmall with huisian ..

& then we saw a super long queue in subway,

so huisian suggested to go look for my uncle before coming back .

who knows! the queue was longer when we went back -____-

it was already 1.45pm & i've not eaten anything for the entire day .

i was already feeling a lil` dizzy when we were on mrt,

& what was worse was that my vision was kind of blurred when i was in school .

yet i didn't think much of it .

huisian said it was probably because i slept too late the previous night .

who would have known that it was actually gastric!

& i didn't bring my pills out! ):

geesh, huisian got to quickly finish her meal,

abandon my drinks, carry my things, & flagged a taxi to accompany me home .

i almost vomited in the taxi & the lift .

the taxi-uncle was yakking all the way can!

i'm already feeling very uncomfortable ler, ultra-dizzy .

yet he kept asking questions and complaining about his daughter .

i mean, i understand that he was being friendly & such ..

but then, couldn't he sense the urgency?

anyway, once back home . i went straight to my bed & i couldn't get up after that .

she went to get lunch for her brother & made porridge for me .

thanks girl :D

now here comes the emotional part ..

i wouldn't want to be saying everything single thing out here ..

i mean, people who know me should know i hate people to take pity on me .

just that, i've been feeling very heartbroken .

after witnessing so much .

she's like that . you're also like that .

i know i shouldn't be saying all these, just that i had enough .

the both of you . please, stop .

i don't know if it's the pressure that you're given, & that you have no where to take it out on,

but . must you treat him this way ? surely there are better ways to solve the problem ..

i know i'm just a kid & i have absolutely no rights to tell you what to do .

i don't really understand how you both are feeling, i'm not up to where you are now .

but i just hope you both can be a little forgiving and less calculative for now .

now that this has happened, can't you guys be a little .. magnanimous ?

save the arguing for later, don't you think we should stand together to give the other him our support?

he seems so strong, he doesn't want us to worry .

he thinks he can handle this on his own .

do you really think so ? i bet he must be feeling damn helpless .

he's not saying anything . he's a guy . he has his pride and his ego .

i think all he wants is for us to support him & some peace .

and for her . don't you think she is super stressed out ?

can't you feel it ? my heart breaks whenever i see her like that .

you people say it's only words that i contribute,

that i don't go over to accompany her ..

don't you people ever realise, when she was all alone,

stuck between them, i was there ?

you don't see it because you weren't there ..

she's the one that suffers the most .

that's not all .

i get scolded & accused when i was purely trying to help .

i feel that you should reflect ..

i mean, i do say things that i regret sometimes too ..

& i understand that you were super pissed at that moment ..

but you've hurt me .

that's a fact that will not change .

not only me, and her too .

for so many freaking months we have been stuck in these turmoil,

we told ourselves to keep the harmony & not get affected,

we told ourselves to stay united no matter what .

now look, what the hell is happening ?

when will life get better for us ?

i attended a social gathering a few days ago,

and i realised that actually ..

some adults are far way more careless with their words than us .

they too, do loose talk .

maybe it's because it's us (kids) that they are facing,

that they are talking too, so they don't really think much of us ..

you know, you don't really have to be so formal with a kid .

but . it's at the expense of my impression of them .

well, maybe it's worthless .

i mean, my impression of them . lols .

but oh well, for goodness' sake, just hold your tongue .

you may never know if you will meet this person again .

he/she may be your boss, you may need him/her to do you a big favour .

you know what i mean ?

i admit, i do say things that i regret sometimes .

sometimes, i don't hold my tongue .

so i take this chance to apologise .

sorry to all that i may have offended in the past .

i know i'm straightforward and crude .

i'm really sorry .. i realised it's really ugly now ..

now . to the papers .

i just read about people in some countries who included whale meat curry in their lunchboxes.

please, whales are endangered creatures .

these people are hopelessly cruel .

i mean, shark's fin is cruel enough .

imagine someone cuts your nose & throw you into the sea & let you die there .

although it makes a really good dish, it's still inhumane . to me .

i've tried it when i was young & i loved it loads .

but ever since i saw the documentary on how people kill sharks for their fins,

i stopped . totally .

there are times where i wanted to eat .

but images of red, bloody sea remained fresh in my mind .

i'm often asked by people, " please la, don't be stupid, you think you can make a difference? they already killed the sharks . "

i believe i can . so don't question me anymore .

i'm not forcing people to follow suit, my family can have shark's fin soup in front of me,

i'll just keep quiet . but from time to time, i'll do my part to brainwash them .

and my family has accepted me .

so when the entire family has accepted me for what i am doing,

i don't see why you can't .

i get really pissed if you ask me to eat .

or psycho me to eat . or TRICK me into eating ANYTHING RELATED TO SHARKS .

especially shark's bone soup .

i'm not dumb . you get me ?

sorry for being so offensive, i just dont like it when my views are not respected .

back to topic . now whales & sharks . even hitting seals has become a sport for sickos .

next time what ? the gentle little dolphins ?

it's not that i'm noble, i do eat meat .

i only feel that we should protect the endangered .

it's not like the whales are breeding like the chickens, is it ?

okayy . after being so emotional ..

now some happy stuff (:

was just flipping through the papers,

and i read about the news of a couple who are in their sixties & seventies ..

restaging their wedding to commemorate their 5oth anniversary .

once again, they were walking down the aisle .

it's just so sweet . haha .

i begin to realise .. and coming up with MY definition of true love .

last time people asked, what's love? or rather what's true love?

i too, asked myself . what's the definition of true love?

i couldn't find the answer, so i told myself .

there ain't any definition for true love .

it's such something you can't describe .

well, now after reading the article [ & a couple of dramas :X ]

i can .

I feel that;

True love is when you've found someone you can grow old with,

the one who holds your hand when you are fat & wrinkled, and say you're beautiful .

The one who makes your walk down the aisle an eternity .

[PS: it wasn't in the article, and it wasn't copied . (: ]

yes, jie**** says i'm super long-winded .

and i agree . see ? i told you .

many many many thoughts and feelings .

& i just realised it's 12:01 AM . lols .

good night, maybe morning to all .

hope you have a great day ahead <3

sorry!

2007-12-03T16:17:00.000+08:00

okays .
i know i'm supposed to update ..
but i just have TOO many things to say ..
so let me go do so homework, so i'll feel less guilty .. haha.. (:

will be back, i promise! ;D

i let go of you, like how a lil` kid let go of her kite .

sorry!

2007-11-26T23:38:00.001+08:00

hey people!
i know i haven't been updating ..
just that i'm a little busy with perfecting my proposal for choir camp .
&&&&&& now it's been accepted! ;D
eeeeeeeeeeeeeeyyyha! *grins*

okays . so here's a little something to make up to you guys ..
actually, i'm cheating (:

nevertheless, ENJOY! ;D

You Were Nice This Year

You Were 35% Naughty, 65% Nice

Okay, so you weren't *entirely* nice this year
But Santa doesn't expect a modern girl to be perfect
You were good enough - and you'll be rewarded for it

Were You a Naughty Girl or Nice Girl this Year?

You Need Some Orange in Your Life

Orange will make you feel open, lively, and artistic.
And with a little orange, you will project an aura of friendliness.
If you want bolder experiences, you've got to get a little orange in your life!

For extra punch: Combine orange with red or yellow

The downside of orange: It's too powerful and unusual for some people to deal with

The consequences of more orange in your life:

You will become more creative in almost every aspect of your life
You will find humor in the most serious and dismal situations
You will feel like life is exciting, even when you're doing ordinary things

What Color Do You Need?

You Should Paint Your Room Blue

Peaceful and soothing, blue rooms have been known to reduce blood pressure.
Your blue room will encourage deep rest and great sleep.
A blue room is the perfect oasis for a stressful life.

What Color Should You Paint Your Room?

i don't want!~ i want it white with light pink!~ :D

You Are Phish Food Ice Cream

You've been described as gooey and fudgey. Sorry.

What Flavor Ben and Jerry's Ice Cream Are You?

YES!~ my FAVOURITE! :D YAY! gooey & fudgey ? who cares ?! it has got MARSHY-MALLOWS SWEETIE! :D

okay . that's all for now .

see you people again!

(yes, i am seriously high today :D)

tata~! love ya <3

friends .

2007-11-13T20:08:00.000+08:00

Recently, I've been rather confused about the definition of friendship, or rather, the makings of a friend. I'm saying, a true friend .
I have so many doubts and definitions that I would like to share.
Please help enlighten me (:

Are friends people who share your joy and sorrow?
or people who are always there only when you are down?
Are friends people who can sense that you're troubled,
or are they people whom you have to confide in in order for them to actually notice that you're troubled?

Do friends see through your pretenious smile and do things to make it real
or do they play along to help hide your sorrow with you?
Are friends people who allow you to vent your frustrations on without even a single word of complain or do they shout back and say you're being ridiculous?

Do friends really understand what you are going through,
or do they just sympathise with you?
Are friends people who give you advice when you confide in them,
or do they just keep quiet and give you a sympathetic look?

Are friends people who would scold you from head-down when you are doing the wrong thing or do they support you in whatever you do?
Would you accept a scolding from a friend,
or would you argue back to say you're right?

Would you say something so harsh to make your friend cry,
or would you cry when your friend says something harsh about you?
Would your friend do something to you even when they know you don't like it
or would he/she respect you to not do things you loathe?

Are friends people who would try their very best to outshine you,
or are they genuinely happy for you when you are outstanding?
Are friends people who make use of you in order to achieve something,
or people whom you make use if in order to achieve something?

Do your friends accept you for who you really are even when you really suck,
or are they people who are constantly trying to make you change for the better?
Are friends people who tell you that the pink shirt you're wearing sucks totally,
or are they people who tell your friends your fashion sense sucks?

Are friends people you gossip with?
Gossip about? Refuse to gossip about?
People who refuse to gossip about you?
People who protect you when others gossiped about you?
People whom you protect when others gossiped about him/her?
Or people your other friends gossip about?

What does it take to be someone's friend?
How long does it take to be someone's friend?
How would we know if someone is your friend?
How would we know if you've found the person you can rely on no matter what happens, good or bad, life or death?
The one whom you would think of going to when you are feeling really terrible?
The one who turns up at the right time when you are feeling really terrible?
The one who gives you freedom?
The one who gives you chances to shine?
The one who will genuinely be happy for you when you shine?
The one who will never try to outshine you?
The one who wants only the best for you?
The one who will never feel insecure with?
The one who protects you when people say things about you?
The one who would NEVER gossip about you?
The one who stands up for you whenever you are bullied/insulted?
The one who stands by you even when the most popular guy/girl/teacher hates you?
The one who will never ignore insults/darts directed at you?
The one who makes sure you will not skip your meals?
The one who pops up at your place when you are sick in bed?
The one who tells you everything that happened in school when you are too sick to join in the fun, making sure you are not left out?
The one who calls you up every now and then just to make sure you are fine?
The one who just wants you to be happy before finding out what happened?
The one who is freaking eager to find out what happened so that he/she can offer you advice to solve your problem?
The one who misses you when he/she is enjoying him/herself?
The one who loves you for who you really are?

[woah . rest assured i'm not talking about a soulmate .. lols .
i'm talking about a true and reliable friend you can count on ..]

If so, I guess it takes a lot to be a friend . Wait, i'm talking about a true friend.
Anyone who likes you can be your friend. But a true friend?
It doesn't come easy .
According to my mummy, my aunts and my cousins [specifically the girls in my family], the one you think is your true friend often end up hurting you because he/she is the one you cared most for and who cared for you most. A friend may even betray you after seven years of friendship simply because of a guy/girl,
a status, a position, a sum of money. Thus, if i were to go according to these strict terms I've listed today, .. I can't really affirm who my friends are.
I choose to believe it isn't this tough to be a true friend,
because if so, I don't think I am capable of being a true friend.

So, what's YOUR definition of friendship? what's YOUR makings of a friend?
A true friend . Make my vision clearer . Enlighten me . Clear my doubts .
Make me believe the world isn't so bad that there can never be many true friends around ..

[PS:if your definition is too long, you can reply me in your post. haha ;D my bestie jieting has already told me her point of view, it's your turn!]

it hurts to know .. that my special friend isn't as special anymore ..

myskiesareturninggrey.

2007-11-09T20:00:00.000+08:00

It's the openhouse tomorrow .
everything is finally done-up nicely .
everyone is relatively happy,
waiting excitedly for tomorrow's show .
but why don't i feel the same?

I guess, it's hurting inside .
well, perhaps i'm not alone .

i get accused of hiding & avoiding,
when my intentions are good .
i've thought of a solution long ago,
i just didn't want to say it out .

why can't i do the solo tomorrow?
why did i say no?
why ..

talked to ms lee today .
told her everything .
she supports my decision .

so what's holding me back?

i dont know ;
the only thing i know is that i will never stop smiling (:

happened to chance upon this song just now,
found it very meaningful ..
i like it a lot . enjoy! ;D

Will You Wait For Me by Kavana
I need to talk with you again,
Why did you go away?
All our time together still feels like yesterday
I never thought I'd see
A single day without you,
The things we take for granted,
We can sometimes lose

And if I promise not to feel this pain,
Will I see you again?
Will I see you again?

'Cause time will pass me by,
Maybe I'll never learn to smile,
But I know I'll make it through,
If you wait for me...
And all the tears I cry,
No matter how I try,
They'll never bring you home to me
Won't you wait for me in heaven?

Do you remember how it was?
When we never seemed to care,
The days went by so quickly,
'Cause I thought you'd always be there...
And it's hard to let you go,
Though I know that I must try,
I feel like I've been cheated,
'Cause we never said goodbye...

And if I promise not to feel this pain,
Will I see you again?
Will I see you again?

'Cause time will pass me by,
Maybe I'll never learn to smile,
But I know I'll make it through,
If you wait for me...
And all the tears I cry,
No matter how I try,
They'll never bring you home to me
Won't you wait for me in heaven?

'Cause I miss you so,
and I need to know...
Will you wait for me?

'Cause time will pass me by,
Maybe I'll never learn to smile,
But I know I'll make it through,
If you wait for me...

And all the tears I cry,
No matter how I try,
They'll never bring you home to me
Won't you wait for me in heaven?

And time will pass me by,
Maybe I'll never learn to smile,
But I know I'll make it through
If you wait for me...

PISSED.

2007-11-05T20:54:00.000+08:00

freak . today is just not my day .
freaking pissed . so freaking pissed .

pissed. upset. discontented. disappointed.
frustrated. anxious. irritated. agitated.
remorseful. regret. worried. hurt.

you name it .
i have it all today.
i don't know what to say;
perhaps i just needed a place to say it out.

verbally 'attacked' by some b .. i mean, someone today,
yet i couldn't defend myself due to unforeseen circumstances
it's so freaking unfair, no one reliable was there .

(& PS: this was just ONE of the things that happened today.)

& at the point i was going bonkers,
no one was there .
people who said they would be there weren't,
well, at least two were .
people who didn't say they would be there,
obviously were not -____-

so i would like to thank my bestie,
for being there for me to vent my frustrations .
thanks jieting :D
(but it's a two-way street la huh ..)
although she called at the right time,
she was talking about something else ..
but it's okay, at least she kept her promise (:

& shasha :D
although we didn't really say much,
i could sense your pain too .
it will blow over soon, hopefully ..
thanks syairah! (:
girlfriends rule the world!~

crazy mood swings?
whatever you say .
bet you would react like that if you were me .
i HATE human politics .
i HATE the way the human world operates with such drama .

oh well, i guessed my mood has been calmed down by these two buddies :D
& of course, blogger (:
yesyesyes . i vent it out here .
so thanks .

actually those people who said that they would be there,
erm, can't blame them la huh ..
they are very busy now ..
yeah, and at least they were quite concerned before their exams :D
so erm thanks cheehow, tzeyang and tianjun :D
for caring as seniors and my friends ..
at least from time to time they would sms,
to ensure i was okay .. good enough . (:

well, i can't be so naive either,
i mean, out of so many who say they'll be there,
how many actually do keep their words?

yeah, i do realise i'm acting a little childish here .
why the hell am i so upset about some stupid words?
why the hell am i so upset about some insensitive people?
just because they failed my expectations?
maybe i was too naive . think too highly .
i'm asking for it .
why care so much about them in the first place?
you would only feel disappointed towards people
whom you care for .
when significant people disappoint you,
only then you will feel the pain .
why care so much?

ain't i childish? yes . naive is the word .
spot-on . i'm stupid .

please don't probe .
i'm okay . or at least i will be .
i just need somewhere to let it out .
i'm going crazy .
please don't ask me if i'm talking about you .
i'm saying, people .
so it's not refering to only one .
so don't ask, i'm afraid i can't answer .
thanks .

{flipping through those stuff when i was doing my packing today,
memories and thoughts flashed across my mind .
i would like to say;
you are a very special friend who holds a very special place in my heart,
and which, will never be replaced.
i will never forget you. thank you, my friend (:

(please dont get the wrong idea, this special friend has got nothing to do with today.)

wtf!~

2007-10-27T22:49:00.000+08:00

oh my gosh .
i'm so freaking pissed .
freaking pissed with msn ..

i just can't sign in to msn!~!
oh heaven's sake, someone calm me down ..

okay, maybe it isn't msn's fault ..
because i think there must been some problems with my proxy settings ..
it's been like that since my mum updated our norton security .

haix .. been trying to like repair, & as you can see;
to no freaking avail .

so people, i'm not being lazy kay ..
it's the damn com that disappointing me .. ):

& i would like to share;
the highlight of the week -
(PS:the week ends today/tomorrow)
ICE-CREAM on IMPULSE (:

as you may have already guessed,
yes, i bought ice-cream on, erm .
ya, fine . impulse .
but i've got a few good reasons to back it up kay ..

ONE. it was the com's fault .
TWO. certain words upset me .
THREE. i was kind of vexed .
FOUR*. i've been thinking of ben&jerry's even in my sleep(:

well .. reason number four is out of the impulse-range ..
but it's still a good reason right!~ :D

here comes the best part;
i initially wanted to start a healthy diet on
more servings of fruits & vegetables with less meat ..
(to lose weight you see.. & save money :D )
but now i'm left with TWO tubs of ben&jerry's in the fridge.

well done girl!~ -____-

here comes the worst part;
i had tuition with my cousin this afternoon,
to help him with his upcoming papers ..
& to reward me, his mum bought me 24 donuts from missy donuts.
& most of them are my favourites!~ shucks .
my cousin ate two, my aunt ate one, my mum ate one, my dad ate one, i ate two, her maid ate one ..
i'm still left with 16!??~!?~?!?~ gosh .

how the hell am i going to lose weight you tell me?
luckily my yogurt is 99% fat free ..
if not i would really go crazy -____-

i'm supposed to be very happy ..
because it's all my favourites ..
BUT . why do i feel like i've sinned? lols .

i hope i'm not anorexic;
it's a girl's instinct to maintain her weight, isn't it? :D

disappointment .

2007-10-18T20:44:00.000+08:00

haix. i'm really disappointed. ):
well, i expected myself to score not-so-well due to my poor time management..
but then . i didn't expect myself to do so badly D:
what's worse is that, i did badly in subjects that i expected quite alot from, & did better than the subjects that i thought i would flunk.
so .. am i supposed to be happy? haha . (:
[literary device: irony ;D ]

erm . don't expect me to list down ALL my subjects here,
it's kind of embarrassing you see .
i mean, i don't want the entire world to know how badly i scored .
yeah, let's start with chemistry .
For Chemistry, my standard all along has been like maybe B except for my mid-year which i got an A1 .. so I was expecting at least an A2 this time, before mr lim told us the cruel truth . after mr lim told us it was THAT tough, i dropped my expectations to a B3 .. After I did the paper, I thought I would have just gotten a C5, or worse, F9. But luckily, I've got a B4 .. so not too bad .. I believe it could have been better though . (:

okay, pardon me for a while . why the hell am I crapping about my expectations & what-so-ever on chemistry . gosh . that's dumb . ignore it please -____-

I was actually feeling okay, quite positive over my results ..
But then, somehow . my mum managed to change my mood ..
It just makes me feel so @#!@## to see her disappointed face.
Although she didn't say much, I can tell that she isn't pleased at all.
I mean, there are already enough problems .. yet i am still not capable of making her smile with my results .
Sorry to say, but I feel that no matter how well I do, or how hard I try,
I never seem to be able to reach her expectations .
I'm not trying to say it's her fault .. but ..
Would it be easier if I were to just admit I'm dumb?

oh well, it's all over .
so what if i've got 15 marks worth of careless mistakes for a maths?
so what if i didn't complete my humans papers?
so what if i know how to do the sums now?
it's all over . so no use crying over spilt milk .
Like what Eunice Olsen says,
" In tough times, you can choose to either wallow in misery or get up and move on ."
I will get up and move on . I'm not a loser . I'm not a weakling . (:
I'll just gear up & screw all that loose ends & get ready for next year .. ..
in december :D
(hello, now just let me play la . don't make me study when i've just finished my papers can .. lols . somemore first two weeks of holiday are occupied by supplementary lessons and more supplementary lessons .)
so just reeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeelax! :D

[ i am impressed by the way i can console myself & cheer up with just a blog post . so .. who should i thank? blogger? erm .. haha . ]

so my fellow classmates out there,
don't too sad la hor . we jiayou together! :D

-anyways . I have another task on my to-do list .
It is to try ALL the cakes @ secret recipe, haha (:
right now I've tried chocolate-banana, tiramisu, raspberry cheese & moist chocolate cake. just so you know, the chocolate-banana + moist chocolate cake rocks but the raspberry cheese ____s. yeah . I should have just ordered blueberry cheese . i think it would rock more :D

reeeeeeeeeeeeelax! :D

2007-10-14T23:06:00.000+08:00

eeeeeeeeey-ha! xD
exams are finally overrrrrrrrrrrrr! (:

i can finally reeeeeeeeeeeeelax .
well, sorry for not updating .
really, i am .. haven't been coming online ..
preparing for exams you see . lols .

& sorry for not updating the minute my exams are over;
busy slacking you see (:

butbutbutbutbut. i haven't been playing much ..
well, except for meals with friends &
ONE bowling session :D

it's been ages since i last bowl.
oh man .. it was freaking fun! xD
ask anyone who went with me,
they tell you how happy i was,
highing all the way!~ (:

oh ya . i forgot to tell you who went :X
erm . yuxuan, cindy, wanlin, chrismin & towrong + yangqi!
&&&&&&&& . ME! xD

yes . fine . i have to admit .
i took the lighest ball of all, number six.
butbutbut! since six is my lucky number (i know it's kind of cliche -__-)
it certainly brought me luck!~

erm .. at least i'm better than THOSE bimbos .
opps :X i mean, THAT bimbo (:

oh . i don't want to waste my time
talking about her . so if you guys want to know
how obscenely she sat while munching her potato chips
& how she shook her butt while bowling &&&&& .
how dumb she was when she THREW the ball hard
instead of ROLLING it ..
please check out the others' blogs . i think they did update (:

oh gosh . why am i so mean?
why, have i become a mean bitch? :O
nononononono . no way :X
(btw, a mean bitch is a woman who is in total control of herself, right ms ____?)
*grins :D*

anyways . i'm so excited!~
cheeeeesemin is coming over to my house tomorrow
for a movie marathon!~!
WOOHOOOOOO (:
can't wait dude xD

hehe .. since everyone is so happy today,
let me share a poem i wrote! okay?!

haha, well .. it's around .. erm, say ..
three weeks ago ..
here it goes .. (:

A place I thought was the safest

In a place where I can no longer speak my mind,
A place where ease no longer shines
A place where I thought was the safest.

In a place where I never think twice about going,
A place where I always felt happy
A place where I thought was the safest.

Now that things have changed,
I think twice about going,
to the place I thought was the safest.

I would rather run home to my mama,
bicker with my papa and be a nerd,
than to be at the place I thought was the safest.

Maybe I'm too sensitive, maybe I'm paranoid,
or maybe, I'm just plain childish.

But these are my sincere thoughts
and I have to get them all out,
because it hurts, to feel uneasy,
at a place I thought was the safest.

hehe .. nice? xD
give me your comments people!~

but please don't read too much in it,
i'm okay . seriously. lols .
i've persuaded myself to accept it (:

thanks for all who were always there.
& for you two, only you two know what happened.
please .. don't tell the others if they ask okay?
thanks . i know i can trust you both! (:

sorry but i guess i'll reply tags another day!
i'm gonna look for another blogskin to replace this.
don't ask why . cos' the sky so high (:
hahahaha!~ i think i'm zi-highing :D

wait . before i go;

i've got an announcement to make .

I have a bestie & her name is jieting .

I think she rocks .

& I love her for always being there!

cheer up dude! everything will blow over soon!

or at least, i will be there! (:

(hey girl. everytime you feel down or feel like crying,

think about how we laughed & joked about ________)

*wink wink* gotcha! xD

good night folks! WILL update again! xD

ohyes & btw .
NOTICE TO ALL CHOIR PEEPS: PRACTICE RESUMES THIS FRIDAY, TWO-FIVE. PLEASE HELP PASS THE MESSAGE AROUND, THANKS DARLINGS! LOVE YA! :D

new blogskin :D

2007-09-09T14:13:00.000+08:00

hey everyone! :D

my new blogskin + new song (x nice?
haha . erm, actually wanted to put another song,
but then my fingers went to select this instead.

(okay, i realised i'm crapping)

i guess i should really update, if not kana slapped :X

my life recently has been kind of calm ..
(well, not with my crazy moodswings of course :D)

erm, with only 12 more days to my MTL paper,
& only three weeks to my EOY, you can expect me
in my books, mugging.

but you know, sometimes people do feel lazy..
& sometimes when you tell yourself you'll slack
for a lil` while, you usually play for the whole day,
at least, a few hours right .. yeah. i'm TRYING not
to succumb to temptations xD

so people! don't tempt me la okays?!~ haha.
(oh ya, my dear cousins, no more blading till the end of EOY~D:)

okay, my main purpose of blogging today is to share something
meaningful. but i realised it's going to be super long,
so i will sacrifice & cut the part where i went out with
my primary schoolmates + teacher. ( awww. sad D:)

just a few days ago, Thursday.
My mum brought me to visit HER teacher, who is 7 years her senior.
surprised? i am :D
when my mum was in sec three, she taught her. i guess she was
still fresh from NIE.

the last time i saw her was 2 years back, & at that time,
her husband was driving a porsche + they lived in a two-storey
terace house. of course, they had a beautiful house (:

but this time, it was a even more gorgeous three-storey terrace.
they have 7 rooms, (including the maid's room) and 9 tvs.
you got me, nine hang-on-wall 32-inch LCD tvs.
The master bedroom has got three tvs; one in front of the bed,
one at the reading area & one in the toilet :D
Talking about the master bedroom's toilet just makes me feel so excited.
It has two sinks, & a toilet bowl which costs about 10 plus K.
(well, it aint made of gold, lol.) but it is from japan & has an
auto-cleaning system + a heater.
( i mean, who needs a heater on the seat when we're living in
such a humid country?)
but then again, the auto-cleaning system is COOL. VERY COOL. xD
i regretted not trying; hello? it's a 10K toilet bowl. (:

i shan't talk too much about the pool outside the living room
(but it's super resort like!) and jump straight to the walls.
Don't belittle those walls because the rooms are flushed &
they blend right into the walls. you don't even know there are rooms
until the owner opens them. i'm not kidding.
they even got a bomb shelter -___- they have two kitchens +
two very big fridges. they also have two sons which are i guess,
taken. hahahaha . (:

They both have a car but here comes the best part;
-HER HUSBAND DRIVES A LAMBORGHINI KAYADO*
like hello?!~ a lamborghini!~ * drops jaw *
i'm surprised why not a ferrari, since their prices are almost the same.
but then, i didn't get to wait for him to come back.. if not,
i can see for myself .. how loud is the engine (:

well, nevermind. I count myself lucky already, my mum drives. (:
( & i've sat in an Aston Martin.. )

One thing remarkable about this family is that ..
although they are rich, & apparently her husband travels for work,
their relationship still remains strong after so many years.
I've seen those who are rich like them, but their families are broken.

So what im trying to bring across is that, i've learnt something;
To live such a lavish life is tough, you have to work really hard,
(her husband used to be a scholar) but to maintain happiness,
peace & harmony in the family that lives in it, is a lot tougher.

Although mine is a 5-room-flat, i'm contented :D

* by the way, are my words too small? *

random.

2007-09-02T21:47:00.000+08:00

You Have Your Sarcastic Moments

While you're not sarcastic at all times, you definitely have a cynical edge.In your opinion, not all people are annoying. Some are dead!And although you do have your genuine moments, you can't help getting your zingers in.Some people might be a little hurt by your sarcasm, but it's more likely they think you're hilarious.

How Sarcastic Are You?

You Are Cheesecake

Rich, sweet, and simply perfect.You're not boring - you're just the best!

What Dessert Are You Most Like?

haha!~ i love cheesecakes anyway! (:

You Are Somewhat Mature

You definitely act like an adult sometimes, but a big part of you is still a kid at heart.While your immature side is definitely fun, you're going to have to grow up sooner or later.

Are You Immature?

what the hell .. -__- i should never let my mum see this . haha xD

You Are a Caramel Crunch Donut

You're a complex creature, and you're guilty of complicating things for fun.You've been known to sit around pondering the meaning of life...Or at times, pondering the meaning of your doughnut.To frost or not to frost? To fill or not to fill? These are your eternal questions.

What Donut Are You?

so my dear friends, is it true? hmmmm . caramel is fine with me, but please, spare me those nuts. i dont like nuts. haha!~ erm Wan Ting! you know what to get for me when you are queueing for donuts now, don't you? donuts without nuts! hahaha xD

oh ya, i almost forgot :X
To all the seven people in threed who had just left for India yesterday,
i hope you had a safe trip & have fun darlings! xD

don't worry too much about catching up,
i'm sure 3d will be more than willing to help you! :D

haha, you guys must be wondering,
" i ask her to update she gives me all these crap. "
lols . i've got nothing much to update ma..
so .. give you something to think about lor!~

it's about me OKAY! ENJOY! xD

2007-08-12T21:12:00.001+08:00

helloOs (:

just came back from a date with him.
it's the first time the both of us spent some time
alone without any other people..

so he took me for some romantic strolling (:
& we walked and walked ..
until we were both a little tired..

so he made me stop for while,
& brought me to somewhere dark and quiet..
he said it's time to try something new today..
i guess he was getting bored.

so i went his way.

some time after, it began to hurt ..
even with his "guard" on ..
so i told him we'll try something else..
this time, it didn't hurt that much
but someone happened to walk past & saw us..

it was so embarrassing!~

after which he sent me home,
i brought him home too ..
then my dad started to "examine" him..

lols :D

after examining, i took off his "guard"
and kept him in the cupboard .. *

then my mum, dad & i went for dinner @
somewhere which sells,
- taiwan porridge :/

it tastes so bad that
we all went to cold storage to stock up our titbits :D
( which i'm eating now .. hehe )

if not i'd be starving! xD

*PS. i was talking about my new skates ; i know you were thinking dirty :D

the secret :D

2007-08-08T21:24:00.000+08:00

the secret :D

today's National Day EVE ;
so as usual, we had our national day celebration :D

wasn't THAT fun at first,
EXCEPT dressing for zhengxun & hidayah :D

but in the end my friends & i were highing during sing-along ;
shouting in each other's ears while singing ..

muahahahahaha :D

yep, & i'm definitely so so so proud that hidayah & zhengxun
won both the fashion parade & the be-yourself-day! :D

congrats three-d!
oh ya, and stozer :D congrats!
i wonder how you talk with all that powder & lipstick on your face..
lols . okay la, limelight stolen :X
haha, bleah :P

okays, i shall not elaborate any further about the event,
since most of the people reading are kranjians =='

so after the whole event;
me, jieting, yenteng, yuling, yinting, huisian, caroline, angela, xiaojing & i-forgot-what-their-names-are (sorry!) went to causeway to catch
first show of the first day of the movie that we all have been waiting for ;
-
-
-
- the secret :D

went to book the tickets immediately after we reached causeway point
in fear of it being fully-booked since it's the earliest show since the release of the movie :D
( others were in the afternoon )

& teng was correct! the show starts at 1.05pm, but by 12.15pm,
it's all SOLD-OUT! :O
gosh . jay has such a great impact man . awwww .

so we went for brunch & chit-chat a little while,
buy some titbits, did some window-shopping
& poof! we were in the theatre! :D

oh, i forgot to add ;
that silly yenteng has been counting down since the minute we bought our tickets
& has been staring at jay's poster while she had her brunch =='

okay, back :D
so we went in .
- the very first scene was jay's scene ;
& we went .. " awwww . jay! "

haiya! all in all,
the movie was superb. no other way to describe it.
it's a must-watch :D
i'm so gonna buy the dvd and watch again!

yes, partly it's because of jay..
but no, it's because the plot is so great that no one would ever
expect such a twist in the plot.

jieting & i were guessing about what might happen next,
but most of it didn't come true la!

jay & the female lead is like so so so sweet can ..
it makes you go, " awww .. "

& jay seriously went out of his own personality
to play his character. it's true! :D

JAY! it's a four-star for you! :D

hahahahahaha.
so people, please go & support him okay..

although there might be some loopholes &
some logic gaps in the plot,
but the twist is so unexpected that you will just overlook them.

well, hold your comments till the very last minute of the show,
because just as you start to check your watch,
the twist will begin to seep in ..

it's one hour and forty minutes show by the way :D

last but not least, please go cathay, more comfortable :D
& last last last but not least ;

- i .. love jay (:
( teng, share-share la .. haha! )

okays, now tag replies [:
[ wanlin ] - thanks! xD of course nice la.. jay leh!
[ sktwo ] - cheer up? yeah.. after my girls outing :D thanks :D
[ tianjun ] - i was talking about your new bike la dumb . you dare say you didn't go dating with your new bike?! =='
[ wan ting ] - so must tag lar! XD
[ Eekie ] - huh? lols .

okay .. the end ..
- thanks girls for making my day & cheering me up :D

new song :D

2007-08-05T16:43:00.000+08:00

new song :D

- " bu neng shuo de mi mi " by Jay (:

( i told you i love EMO-SONGS :D )

so so so so freaking nice ;
especially the chorus :D

i just love Jay .. none of his songs are NOT NICE
means all are NICE la!~

hahahahahaha .

went for bbq last night for the beijing students..
held in school lars ..
the 2oo6 batch just practically went there to
help, eat, play & chat :D

we went there for three people actually ;
- THREE BEIJING STUDENTS
who took care of us when we were there :D

kind of fun, didn't eat much because of
MCFLURRY :D

but not all of the 2oo6 batch people went,
only me, shirlynn, peiyen, alan, stozer, yangzhi, kangchun &
tianjun - who went for less than 15 minutes to steal food
before going dating with his new " darling " ;P

kind of ==' actually ..

but still, i had FUN!
cos' of germain & ms yong!
& the rest lars .. just realised didnt include their names :D

okays, end of post -

but then lazy to reply tags .. another day perhaps? :D
i know you will forgive me, won't you? ;P

byes!~ :D

爱笑的眼睛

2007-08-03T22:00:00.000+08:00

如果不是那镜子
不像你不藏秘密
我还不肯相信
没有你我的笑更美丽
那天听你在电话里略带抱歉的关心
我嘟的一声切的比你说分手彻底
泪湿的衣洗干净阳光里晒干回忆
折好了伤心明天只和快乐出去
这爱的城市虽然拥挤
如果真的遇见你
你不必讶异我的笑她无法代替

离开你我才发现自己
那爱笑的眼睛流过泪
像躲不过的暴风雨
淋湿的昨天忘记
离开你我才找回自己
那爱笑的眼睛
再见爱情
我一定让自己让自己决定

泪湿的衣洗干净阳光里晒干回忆
折好了伤心明天只和快乐出去
这爱的城市虽然拥挤
如果真的遇见你
你不必讶异我的笑她无法代替
离开你我才发现自己
那爱笑的眼睛流了泪
当一个人看旧电影
是我不小心而已
离开你我才找回我自己
那爱笑的眼睛
再见到你
我一定让自己让自己坚定
离开你我才发现自己
那爱笑的眼睛流过泪
像躲不过的暴风雨淋湿的昨天忘记
离开你我才找回自己
那爱笑的眼睛
再见爱情
我一定让自己让自己坚定

再见到你
我一定让自己假装很坚定

:D
here's the lyrics of the song you're listening to ..
i " bolded " practically every single line of the song
because i really really love this song (:

it kind of rocks too much :D

well, don't you think so too? haha *(:

please don't say it's super emo (although it is) ;P
but it describes someone who is hurt
and chooses to face it with courage & her smile
instead of whining & crying ..

it's one of the best emo songs on my playlist kays?! :D

- okays, update again tomorrow .
having a slight cold, going to rest! ciao! xD

ai xiao de yan jing .

2007-07-27T21:24:00.000+08:00

hey peeeps! :D
i'm back to update this kind-of-dead blog ; ( keeping it alive okay?! )

haha :D
yes, i'm happy today.

that's because of the new song in my blog :D

take a little while to listen to it, the WHOLE song.
it's called " ai xiao de yan jing " by Vivian Hsu.

it's my MUST-SING song whenever i go karaoke (:
( sometimes will sing twice lors! ;P )

it's a SUPER EMO song, i must say..
but lols, doesn't emo songs suit me?
don't know leh, i just have a love for them :D

though sometimes they make me cry,
but at least they are meaningful & most of the time sincere :D

had choir just now ..
choir is doing well, learning our second song since voice-test.
so seniors, don't worry, we won't let it fall :D

please come back as & when you like or are free ;
our doors are always open for you..

& please, it's not that we don't want to plan a bbq for you lors..
i know you know what i mean, seniors (:

nothing much is happening in my life now..
just that i've more and more homework coming..
more and more projects.. yeah. that's about it .

of course, more and more faith :D

i think literature has taught me a very important skill.
not be so naive. & infer from what other people are saying ;
not forgetting reading between the lines .

i find myself a little more sensible lately,
haha . not that petty ;P

(my dear friends, dont you think so? haha . )
esp. that huisian ar! haven't settle scores! (:

so guys, careful with whatever you say now ar..
i can read between the lines.. and actions.
(dani should know what i'm talking about :D )

i actually wanted to introduce the song to you people..
but i realised i ended up crapping so much ..
sorry guys!~ i don't have much to complain or reflect about lately!

will update more about my roller-blading+cycling&chatting sunday next time!
ohhs, didn't i tell you? :X
i'm going east coast on SUNDAY! WOOHOO!~ i'm SO going to ENJOY myself!

see ya people :D

choir (:

2007-07-15T20:27:00.000+08:00

alrighty!~

let's update (:

been busy lately helping ms ong ( conductor ) with the voice-tests. haha .
okay, let's be honest. i didn't help at all :/
i just sat beside her & confirming her doubts occassionally.
lols. like for example, after a girl/guy go out, she would ask,

" he/she (usually she :D ) just now a bit sharp right? "

OR --

" she last time what section? "

OR --

" should put her in alto right? "

yeah, that's about all . i just answer according to how i feel lors.
even if we don't agree with each other, still go her way (:

[ but seldom come to disagreements lars. haha xD ]

had choir interview last friday .. it was, erm lol!
everyone who went were like so damn nervous can .. hahaha :D
but results will only be out on tuesday .. nonono --
might not be out on tuesday . might even be later ..

so don't pin too much hopes ar people!~ :D

learnt the very-super basics of touch-rugby on friday ..
it was FUN can! :D

instead of playing the real game & going through theory,
mr siah played a lil` game with us --
errrrrrr . something to do with running in a circle &
PUSH-UPS!~

haha . but my group smarter, we did squats instead .
lols, not so pain ma! (:

errrr . to be exact, he played two lil` games with us :D
the other one is his childhood game (:

i went back & asked my mummy,
it was her childhood game as well! LOLS .

then i asked her for the title of the game,
& she replied,

" last time our game no name one lar . you think like now meh, what harvest moon or devil may cry or grand theft auto .. "

:/

haha . that game was really fun can! :D
although ran like siao, but everyone participated!

woohoo!~
& guessed what?
we finally perspired! yay!~

okay, i'm not mad .
for the past few PEs, we havent been perspiring ..

what's the use of having PE when you don't perspire right?! (:

- plus point : 3d had fun as a class! (;

alright, here comes the best part --
* winks *

wanting to avoid queueing, dani, ting & me
went to the toilet @ somewhere to change :D

no one DE!~ haha, smart right? * winks *
don't tell you, later a lot of people go .. ;D

( ps. it's not the best part :/ )

since we were all drenched in our perspiration,
jieting went over to the hand-dryer to dry herself :X

LOL! okay, please hear me out before you anyhow think .
her back was facing the hand-dryer, body bent slightly,
& the cold air ( i REPEAT, it's COLD AIR :D )
went into her shirt, drying her back (;

so after she is dry, that crazy dumdum insisted on us trying!
she was so excited with her "invention" lars :D

dani went to try, & she was dry after a few seconds .
so i also went!~

& woohoo!~!
the three of us came out of the toilet D-R-Y! :D

- maybe you guys can try, but not sure that dumdum got copyright or not lars :D

that's all for today folks;
good night! (:

- oh ya, the song is from music&lyrics ; way back into love.
here's the lyrics! ENJOY! =D

Way Back Into Love - Hugh Grant & Haley Bennett
I've been living with a shadow over head
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I've been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past
I just can't seem to move on

I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need them again someday
I've been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind

* All I wanna do is find a way back into love
I can't make it true without a way back into love
Oh oh

I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I've been searching but I just don't see the signs
I know that it's out there
There's gotta be something for my soul somewhere
I've been looking for someone to shed some light
Not somebody just to get me through the night
I could use some direction
And I'm open to your suggestions

* All I wanna do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end :D

There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration not just another negotiation

* All I wanna do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do
And if you help me decide again
You know that I'll be there for you in the end :D
Oh oh

- the end - / must watch the movie okay! :D

2007-07-07T21:03:00.000+08:00

EARTH-DAY ; o7.o7.o7 (:

okay, since it's such a special day today, i shall blog.

( i blogged le arh, sickening toad, you better update too ;P )

after watching that documentary about animals being
trapped in our rubbish & die as a result;
i have decided to pledge deep in my heart to be
as environment-friendly as possible (:

it hurts to see them like that.

anyways. my life has been great for the past few days..
thanks to my keesiao clique & so other people.

& i hope my life will stay like that..
if not better :D

oh ya! i wore green today :D
from my hairband, to my top, to my shorts (:
see? i so supportive right? hahaha :D

hope you guys are supporting it too!
save the earth, protect it cos' it's ours.
i'm sure you wouldn't want to see your
children living in pollution & trash everywhere..

people are dying young now;
what about next time?

think about it, we can do our little bit! (:

let's do it together! (:

okay, nothing else to say now..
take care & byebye :D

- in this fairytale, there isn't any prince ; only a knight .
&/saranghaeyo*}

girls' gathering! ;D

2007-06-30T20:53:00.000+08:00

okie dokie!~

as i promised .. i shall update & blog about last sunday darlings!
hahahahahahah ;D

my emily-ah-yi& jiejies+ yan& jiefu-to-be will not be happy wOrr .
i told them i'll be blogging! (:

it was such a fun & memorable day; how can i ever forget?

so of course got to write in somewhere lars!~
( alrights, let's not talk crap & start! :D )

last sunday, 24 june 2oo7 ( the day before school reopens ),
emily-ah-yi arranged a supposed-to-be-all-girls gathering
for me & my three other super close cousins(:

we are like, the only girls in our generation, with like,
many other guys.. so i guess we tend to cherish each other more?

i hope so :D

we used to be super duper close,
going out every weekend.
i repeat, the word is 'every'.

but you know,
sometimes some things just had to happen..
& we drifted further & further apart ..

that's why i treasured the gathering last sunday so much.
:D

okay! i shall not get sooooooooooo emo & start sharing my wonderful day!

that silly girl- yan, dragged me out of bed early in the morning,
like around 9.30 to have breakfast with her at lot one.
when i chiong-ed my homework till one last night =.=

but i dont mind, cause she's my best cousin! ;D

so we went to have mac for breakfast, then went up to watch surf's up
with one of her friend we met there.. (:

i tell you, surf's up is a must-watch lurh!~
it's super cute & nice :D

went to jurong east to meet the rest after the show.
& the moment i stepped out of the train, emily-ah-yi caught my eye.

hahahahahahah. so freaking chio can..
one word popped up immediately,

" g-l-a-m-o-r-ous. glamourous. "

remember that song jieting? dani? cin? muahahahaha :D

okays back to topic.
this ah-yi of mine is the youngest of all my aunts..
she's modern, trendy, open-minded &
definitely not that kind of gentle girl.
she laughs out loud & can really click with my generation.

so sometimes we don't really take her as our aunt. hahahaha :D

& yongzheng was there too ..
together with my xiao-mei-jiejie (:

so this poor guy was stuck with the girls for the entire day..
being bullied all the time. sorry ar, gorgor ;P

we were laughing very loudly on the train,
with people looking at us as usual :/

da-mei-jiejie asked, " eh emily-gugu, where are we going ar? "
xiao-mei-jiejie, " yalor, if want go heeren must alight at somerset .. "
me, " plaza singapura must alight at dhoby gnaut. "
emily-ah-yi, " got feel then alight lor. now my feel havent come, come liao then tell you all. "

everyone : =.=

that's my ah-yi.

we went to taka first before proceeding to heeren for sakae sushi ..
because my ah-yi wanted to get something for her colleague.

& after quite some time,
she decided on a branded handphone keychain that costs $65.

woah ah-yi. *(:

okay so we went to have sushi.

my ah-yi was distributing the wasabi on the different saucers..
so she asked, " who doesnt eat wasabi here? "

* yongzheng & i raised up our hands *

the rest looked at us with that kind of, =.= face.
then my ah-yi said, " both of you get out . "

hahahahahahahaha :D

afterwhich we went on eating & chatting + laughing out loud till the rest of the restaurant were staring at us . you know, when five girls & a guy get together, you just can't stop laughing, can you? :D

i went to order sashimi, so i asked, " anyone here dont eat sashimi? "
* yongzheng raised his hand *

ah-yi: " so why the hell are you here?! eat rice worr. "

hahahhahahahaha :D
of course joking one la..

sorry guys .. i'm getting bored here.
cause there are really alot more to say ..
so i take a break & stop here la hor .. i think you guys are getting bored too ..

let's reply tags another day kay? (:
my tv is calling for me . i got to go (:

see ya around [:

-*i'm over you asking me when you know i'm not okay..

big girls dont cry .

2007-06-21T20:36:00.000+08:00

big girls dont cry(:

my new song, nice?
hahahaha .

it's time to be a big girl,
& big girls dont cry .

special song(:

okays . really nothing to blog sia ..
just glad that school's reopening soon!~

but i've still got a big pile of
homework behind me .. ;X

eh! someone help!~
* okay, i'm being so lame . *

okay la, i think i should just reply tags ..
if not later people complain again .. haha(:

(sorry if i leave out some ar .. )

[ sktwo ] - okay la.. will take care de, you fifteen le ma? hahahaha ;D
[ cheehow ] - eh, my thankyou speech for you so long, still want complain orh. haha . (:
[ just a mile stone ] - ya la ya la .. *(:
[ tianjun ] - what eh! i haven't settle my scores with you lor! my present leh!? hmph . if you really give me rabbit food i'll make sure i skin you alive, mr president sir! ;P
[ doreen ] - it's okay la .. stozer did want to ..
[ wanlin ] - it's okay!~ thank you (:
[ huisian ] - welcome :D eh, can you people stop saying i slow norts? i faster than you lors . =.=
[ `crybaby ] - ya la ya la .. xiexie (:
[ `jiaying ] - erm .. you are the jiaying from 3b right? or sec two one? haha, thanks anw . (:
[ just a mile stone ] - huh? i dont understand :D
[ qiqi ] - not only will i call you, i'll make sure you receive a present kay bro? (:
[ maryann ] - hey mary, there are two things i want to clarify. one; you are a dude . two; i have matured . *winks * :D
[ just a mile stone ] - wei, why must you use such a special name to tag ar? just-a-mile-stone four words okay? stone only one word . hahahaha :D ya, bhb!
[ `jieting ] - ya .. if only you'd be so punctual to tag everyday dumdum (:
[ !germain ] - it's okay! we are getting that book for you soon! * wink *
[ eekie . ] - really arh? dont be like tianjun, bluff me one . hahahaha .
[ doreen ] - neh! update liaos (:
[ cheryl ] - waaah cheryl .. want present cannot so obvious one :D
[ stone ] - huh? :D
[ doreen ] - OKAY! must jio me worr! =D
[ just a mile stone ] - yeah, in the end i finish all (:
[ sktwo ] - yeah, but worth it sia (:
[ wan ting ] - my sentiments too! one day i want to try donut factory de! :D
[ eekie ] - you pre-ordered?!@ really sia . lols . you extreme-case lors . haha
[ shuang ] - of course la .. i miss you girls too much to miss it . remember our date ar jie! i'm so damn looking forward can .. :D
[ cindy ] - they are sweet, & i love sweet stuff, dont you know? haha :D you dont chew donuts my dear =.=
[ stone ] - bo liao ar you .. haha .
[ qiSQUARE ] - waaaah, need use such a name to tag norts . lols! really? i didnt see you, sorry ):

ahhhhhhhhhhhh .
finally . done! (:

okays . my jieting calling for me liaos .
i got to go .. she will kill me if i dont .
lols, kidding kidding :D

see you people in school!
THREE MORE DAYS! =D

tata! (:

2007-06-16T22:26:00.000+08:00

oh goodness .

who on earth would spend one hour queueing alone for some donuts?
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haha . you didn't get me wrong .
i really did went to queue for donuts .
it was right after tuition that i had a sudden
urge to have some donuts .
then i suddenly remembered the
missydonut that just started their
business two weeks ago in plaza . (:

but ..
don't know if it's new or
it's really nice la ..
it seems to have super long queue
everyday .. all day long!

anyway . after one hour of waiting,
i finally get to order .
but then, some of the flavours i
really wanted to try were sold out!
& the donut-makers
( they are bakers right? )
were in the process of baking
them .

they wanted me to wait for
another half-an-hour ..
but mum & the rest were waiting
for me to go for pizza ..
so i just had to make do with
the others lor ..

but it's okay! (x
the rest are very nice too!
haahahahahhaha :D
so happy la can ..
so proud too (:

but mummy said,
" got difference meh? "
then cousin said,
" breadtalk also got sell? "
dad said,
" eleven dollars you also buy? "

sia lar .
disappointing .. ):
lols .
but i know they dont mean it
when i saw them eating .. (:

-now i no longer have to stand in front of the candyshop & stare ;

happy birthday (:

2007-06-10T11:28:00.000+08:00

happy birthday :D

happy birthday to me,
happy birthday to me,
happy bbbbiiirthday, happy birthday..
hhhaappppyyy bbbiirrrthhhddaayy
tttttttto ME! ;D

yeah, i turned fifteen yesterday
& i'm officially fifteen today!~

hahahahahaha ;D

but well, something happened.
to those who know ; good for you& keep quiet.
those who don't ; let it remain a mystery(:

okay, let's get straight to the point!~

my dear cheehow & huisian came to my house
yesterday to help me celebrate!
well, actually cheehow was here just to pass
me the presents & huisian ; the cake,
but they ended up spending a few hours
in my room just watching me strip (lol :D )
open my presents & chat & make me happy!

thanks hor . but i don't care la,
whatever that was said in the room ..
cannot tell anyone else worr!
if not they'll laugh at _____ . hahaha (:

as for my princess' clique ( lol! :D )
sorry we couldnt go kboxing ..
we'll go another day ya? thanks girls
for being so thoughtful (:

& as for my keesiao clique.. haha .
we were supposed to go party world
& party + watch pirates of the carribean..
haix . another day lor!~

okay guys, please except this to be
a super long post.
cos' coming next is my thank-you list(:

* i would like to thank the following people ..

cheehow :D
- for his fifteen 'happy birthday' smses + about ten more birthday wishes for me.. eh brother, my phone was seriously flooded la can.. lol . for collecting the presents and bringing it to me & keeping me company. hahaha :D for his five packets of sweets ( got marshmallows! ), his pink schnauzer soft toy from more than words ( it's so damn cute i tell you! ), a dark red lipstick ( to be drawn on faces, not lips :D ) & sharing presents with other people ( paiseh ar, cannot write all here, if not other people got nothing to write liaos . haha . ) well .. i guess he is really a nice guy because he treats everyone the same, i believe he would do the same for you if you are his close friend, right cch? (;

huisian :D
- for going to plaza, lot one, west mall & causeway to find my present but only to buy it in plaza! hahaha :D, yes giam, i'm laughing at you!(: for.. rushing to my house right after your tuition, keeping me company with all that super lame jokes, buying me a birthday cake, a tiara hairband ( ahhh! it's love la <3 ), a tiara hp keychain, a medium-sized rainbow lollipop ( awww! <3 ) & an Aries membership card =.= LOL . for highing with me the night before & tagging (: xiexie peng you .

stozer ;D
- for his sms, his call, a cute little doggie with mittens, a mini candy machine filled with gobstoppers ( can refill one you know(: ), the thirty lollipops ( awww! <3), & the sweet little cards(: ( but you tricked me la can.. say what super easy to unwrap.. of course easy la! it's in a box! =.= ) & being there .. (:

james (:
- for his call during his lunch-break ( i'm still mad at you la, you cant even recognise my voice. what jasmine, what jiazhi, what amelia, what teacher?!! =.= ), his ten packets of maggi mee ( haha :D )

germain! :D
- for that very very lovely tiara necklace! ( awwwwwwwwwwww . <3 ) even though you didn't call/sms, i believe you remembered. will go out another day! promise! hahahaaha ;D i love you anyway!

kai-ma (:
- for the pink princess cap from hong kong disneyland! ( awwwwwwwww . <3 ) thank you ah-yi, i really like it(:

daddy! :D
- for his hongbao .. haha! i thought you forgot .

jieting! :D
- for her call, her tag & post ( yes, i know! it's in purple! thanks ;D ) for being there.. & cheering me up by consoling(: hahahahha :D we'll go out one day! my pirates of the carribean & men in white! awwwwwwww . ): i love you anyway!

cindy! :D
- for her very sweet sms, filled with love. four o' clock is not late okay.. dont have to fell sorry.. xiexie peng you (:

yenteng! :D
- for the super punctual sms! thank you ;D zhabor, my party world! hahahaha ;D actually, i thought you forgot lors . lols .

yuling! :D
- for her birthday wishes both on sms & msn . arigato!

amelia! :D
- for her not-so-punctual keesiao sms! hahahahah :D hope she's not reading this, she will kill me! :D

danielle! :D
- for her very encouraging sms . don't worry dude, it's time i grow up & be on my own . of course i will still go to you whenever i need someone . thanks girl (; love ya!

maryann! (:
- for her sweet & lovely sms . thank you mary! <3 ya too .

eekie! :D
- for highing with me the night before & counting down for me . i love you! ;D ohhs, & for flooding my tagboard with happy birthday ((:

xiao-mei jiejie! (:
- for her very sweet sms .. thank you .. i really thought you forgotten . i love you!

da-mei jiejie! (:
- for her tag (: sorry ar, too bad, i still like calling you this .

tianjun (:
- for his quite punctual sms/tag & giving me a job to do on my birthday . thank you hor mr . president! ;P

tzeyang! (:
- for sending his birthday wishes through tianjun cos' he was in malaysia .. thank you! i was touched la seriously, i mean .. i thought you didn't know .. xiexie kay?

chongren (:
- for his very high sms (:

cheryl :D
- for her sms & tag .. well, i will love you if you love me ;D

yuxuan! :D
- for her call & tag + msn (: arigato!

guan yeow! :D
- for his very-punctual call (:

weisheng! :D
- for his tag .. yeah, i'm older than you! cannot be rude wOrr! ;P

doreeen! ;D - ah-tooooooooooooooooooot! (x thank you! i'm already a matured girl . haha . yours coming right?! i'll make sure i sms/call you! <3 you could have spoke to me when stozer/james was speaking to me .. nevermind la . i love you anyway! :D

yangqi! :D
- for his call, thank you (:

shengkiang! :D
- for his sms + msn birthday wishes .. xiexie! (:

yanni! :D
- for her tag .. xiexie yanni .. (:

joshua! :D
- for tagging ( eh, how you know my blog one ar? ) & for participating in the search for my present ( muahahahahah :D i think you were forced right .. lols . ) thanks!

yeanjun (:
- for tagging .. ( even though i know cheehow reminded you .. but nevermind . haha . )

smiling gal (:
- for tagging .. thank you, i think the song is nice too .. (:

& .. mummy ;D
- for making it an unforgettable one, i'm serious . (:

-end of my thank-you list! (:

[ but if you realise, i was actually replying some of my tags at the same time! so no tag replies for this post! hehe .. :D ]

those whom i've forgotten to put it up, i'm sorry =/
just tell me & i will put it up i promise! (:

to those whom have forgotten ..
it's okay, i still love you anyway! (:

it's amazing how i can spend thirty minutes typing all these :O

haha . got to go . signing off . see you around! (;

how to touch a girl .

2007-06-06T19:47:00.000+08:00

i think (:

new blog song!
how to touch a girl by jojo (:

it's damn nice la ..
i like it a lot .
i think it's kind of true.. (:

hahahahahahahaha ;D

went back for supplementary today again.
maths & chemistry (:

fun . fun fun & fun ;D
i just love polynomials & acids+alkaline/basses!
uh-oh ..
look what has mr teo & mr lim done to me!

haix . i just love this two subjects [:

not like physics D:
but i will try my best to like it .

for the sake ..
of pulling my grades up .. (:

yeah, i will! [:

another typical day has just passed.
but kind of special today..

had a surprise that i didnt think
i would have.. (:
you know what i mean ..
hahahahaahahaha ;D

ate another lollipop today!~
LALALALALALALA (:
i just love those lollipops!
awwwwwwwwwww .

don't you think they are just so nice?
:D

okay!
time for tag replies! [:
[ see? i keep my promises :D ]

[ yuxuan . ] - white nice ma .. really very hurting meh .. D:
[ Eekie . ] - hahahahahahahaha, yeah! ;D
[ cheehow . ] - yeah, please don't remind me . i don't want to remember .. you guys won't be leaving, no . you won't .
[ stozer . ] - i updated le lar!~ hahaha ;D
[ wanlin . ] - HELLO! ;D please dont be like them!
flood my WHOLE tagboard! hahahahaha, thanks ;D
[ cindy . ] - yeah.. i love you too ;D & them of course (:
[ zulkimi . ] - i tagged you!
[ stozer . ] - ya lar ya lar .. talented people need inspiration right .. lols . you & your literary talent! ;D
[ shirlynn . ] - anytime as long as you treat me! (:
[ hannah . ] - i really do miss you lor hannah . miss you &
your counselling sessions :D
[ zulkimi . ] - can't you sense i'm crapping? =.=
[ cheryl . ] - okay! thanks!
[ cheehow . ] - sorry .. but i really don't . don't mind
giving me again? hahahaha ;D
[ zulkimi . ] - you want to die ar?! make me sneeeeeeze! ;P
[ stozer . ] - i know .. i will . i'm trying to be good you know(: & that's so lame! then i shall tag tag tag you? LOL!
[ Eekie . ] - thanks(:
[ yijun . ] - hey TWIN! =D maria maria!~~~
[ stozer . ] - thanks(:
[ Eekie . ] - woah . you & stozer got telepathy sia .
hahahaha . always tag me together! lols . (:
[ stozer . ] - lols . awww . haha (:
lucky? someone still reluctant to come down lors..
need ms ratna to screamm wOrr! who ar ..
[ stozer . ] - sorry lor, i just don't like it ..
chemistry is my love! <3 hahahahaha ;D
of course you say fun lars .. you like ma ...

end of tag replies!~ please tag me if you are here!
:D
thanks . (:

-feelings can grow, but they can be taken away too(: